Nightmares

I have a few nightmares involving ghosts and scary creatures. But last night, it wasn't actually scary bu had some bad signs. I'm not being superspitious but rather I hope nothing in my dream doesn't come true.

1st part: I live in an apartment with my friend. Obviously the people in my dream are all who I am well-known to. The apartment was neighbouring several other apartments, left, right and in front of us. There's a road between my apartment and the opposite apartment. There's a long electric cable connecting along the road. The people living in the opposite apartment can reach it. If they live in a room high enough. So, I was looking out the window seeing people holding the electic cable. One person(someone I know too), but I rather no speak his name, was holding that cable too long and sorta' played with it got electrified and fell off his balcony to the ground. He was high up, so, you know what would happened. I cried in my friends arms and kept on crying. I was scared.

2nd part: I don't call this scary but... I was buying some sweet dumplings or whatsoever. I like them and made them my favourite food. So I went to this place. For some reason I kept changing my clothes. I'm not sure why. I didn't went to the changing room and changed my clothes in public so I was clotheless for some reason. People there saw me and they didn't laugh or anything but just stare. My clothes were missing and I ran all over the place to find them. After I changed into something. I met with 'someone' accompanying me to the clinic. After a while he left when I saw another 'someone'. I was feeling happy. After the clinic, then only I went to get my dumplings when the dumplings I already have went to waste as someone I don't know this time kinda a bully took them from me and threw them away. He teased me a lot and I hated him. I was following him for some reason when I stumbled into a sweet, cakeshop. I wanted to buy my dumplings but someone wants to treat me cake. I said, "No! I want dumplings!" I glared at the worker because of her friend, (the one who wasted my dumplings) was also working there.

Okay, enough weird for the morning. Happy Last Day of 2010. =]

Fun, isn't it?

It's a comedian drama! Fufuu~

Wardah + Roza. The cute cute and macho.

Just a laugh for today. HEEHEE. I like tricking people into this.

Raudhatus Sakinah

I have confirmed myself I will go to "Himpunan 1000 Jiwa 1 Hati" at Masjid Negara tomorrow. I know it will be a busy day because I still have this Driving lesson tomorrow but I'll try to make it for the registration on time. Insya-allah. I'll be travelling by LRT and bus or taxi to get to Masjid Negara so pray for my well-being. May it be blessed by Allah. Amin.

Freaking theory test

It was cancelled DARN IT. I have wasted almost 4 of my precious hours away from home to achieve nothing? Hate you THEORY TEST. HATE YOU!!!!

Looking on the bright side, I met almost 4 people I know today. The first person was Wan Hafiffudin, from my school. BALAK ZURAINI. HAHA. I was running up the stairs and stood to a halt seeng him as he noticed me. The only thing was left to say was, "What?" Duhh. I wasn't there to talk to him or anything. Second, I noticed when the agent called out Aidil Asyraf's name. Hey! I just saw you yesterday DUDE! Hee. We still live in the same district. Thirdly, I met Afiqa Zawawi. I also met her eysterday at Elmi's brother's wedding. She told me why there's nobody taking the exams. I was kinda' happy to see her. She said there was also Adibah. My ex-classmate from Hillcrest waiting for the Theory test. When I waited for my ride home, I asked if she could lend me an sms to send to my agent. But it FAILS to send itself to the right number. DAMN. Not to forget, Syahid. A long time friend during my elementary school. I used to pick fights with him and we sorta' forgot each others names. HEHE. But we were kinda' happy seeing each other.

Well, WHATEVER for today.

Teacher

I miss this teacher freaking much! He's my class teacher during my UPSR year. He teached me Bahasa Melayu and he's such a caring teacher to me. He was also a tuition teacher where I went once. So, I spent a lot of time studying under his care. I wasn't a very bright student in class because having trouble fitting into a new class and stuff happened. BAADD STUFF. Kiddy problems. HEHE. I was confused at that time. Not understanding the situation I was in. Okay, what's the relation with my kiddy problems with this teacher? HAHA. Not much. I FAIL BM. It was his subject. I remember UPSR was around the corner and I scored 78% for Pemahaman. It used to be 80% but when we rechecked, there was a mistake at marking. So I went up to him as said, "Cikgu silap tanda. Jawapan ni salah." So he changed the mark and I sat down at my desk felt upside down. I cried so hard on my desk, I was practically drooling all over it. Imagine how messy I was. The teacher called me again to take my Mathematics paper so my deskmate budge me. "Hey, go take your Math paper already!" I was nobody to complain. He saw I was crying and asked me why.

"I tried and tried so hard to get an A in Pemahaman. Why is it so HARD?! I'm so close to getting an A, why must I have this "B"? I can't do it anymore." -I said.

He just listened to little dear me and try to encourag that my target wasn't too far away and I was doing just as well with the other subjects so I shouldn't worry. I couldn't remember what happen afterwards. The next thing I knew it, I was sitting at my desk for the UPSR BM paper with hopes my teacher was right. I checked and rechecked it lots of time. When the results came out, that teacher called my name, I was shaking. I chant a prayer having hopes it will all turn out fine. He smiled at me, when I took my results, straight 5 A's in my hand. All I could at that time was, ALHAMDULILLAH. (TT^TT)o <-------muka puas hati.

And here I am today, I met him at Elmi's older brother's wedding; the brother is also a teacher at the same school as my class teacher is currently teaching. I was thrilled to know he was there but leaving. SO I dashed to catch up to him and say "HI". He had that same smile he gave to me. He said my name wrong but he never forgotten who I was truly. The student who felt like a FAILURE at BM was still alivee!!!! HAHA. He asked how I was, where was I schooling at. I told him I was fine, finished school at SMTG and waiting to attend PLKN. He still encouraged me in the same old manner. So, some things just won't change. And this was certainly Okay.

I love you Cikgu Dzul. <3

Korean? Japanese?

It seems I've been addicted to this song somehow. I dunno. They're so cute and the song just give such a happy feeling. The song is called "GEE" by Girls Generation. It's a Korean group but the song above is its japanese version because I favour Japanese more than Korean. No offence Korean fans + Girls Generation. So, maybe I hope to notice more Korean & Japanese fans out there. Are there voters?

Love is a language spoken by everyone, but understood only by a heart.

HAHA! I promised I'd used this in my blog entry. Credits to Ikhmal Aziz. I love this.

Only Ikhmal's photo for My Top Followers is big. I was lazy to enlarge the last two. But click to ENLARGE. Easy right? This thing is fun to laugh at. Gives a smile to some people. Including me. I felt jumpy seeing myself as NUMBER 1? OMG why? Quite a stalker I am. A hobby I guess. Try to think positive cause I'm not hurting anyone. If it really irritates to have a stalker just go up to them and say "No, stop." Say it sincerely, NOT BECAUSE OF JEALOUSY.

More credits to Syed & Halili for the photos. Ikhmal, thanks.

Yawn-ing~

I'm just really tired because I just finished the first stage of the Driving Academy of Metro. I didn't know it's Head Quaters were in Shah Alam! OMG! That's WAAYYYY FARR!!! I slept in the journey home. I think I'll hit the sacks early tonight unlikely yesterday. My eyes were bright as an owl. BOOHOOO!

Tomorrow is MOVIE TIME! I finally can fufill my promise I made to my siblings about bringing them to watch TRON: Legacy tomorrow at KLCC. If you're planning on going there, SPOT US! HAHA. I'm going with a few friends + Amy. I hope she doesn't mind them. Hopefully, please...

Then, Zamri invited me to hang out at MidValley this Saturday with the rest of 5 Mechanical 1 students. But I heard from Haziq it's postponed until Monday. Which one is it guys??? Okay. It's time for my beauty sleep. Bye. :D

OH NO! CAN'T SLEEP

Maybe I cannot sleep because I'm going to a DRIVING CLASS tomorrow. HAHA! I'm VERRRRYYY excited now. And I'm HIGH on CAFFEEN disevening so, SAVE ME!!!

I need my sleep!

ADULTERY?

Now the Facebook-ers, more spesific my friends from school see themselves as adults. I'm not even sure if I am ready. If being an adult means to take responsibility and doing hardwork. It's going to be tough. But to act like an adult, to solve problems and face emosional means as an adult, I don't think I can handle it. I'm in a seriously BADD MOOODD today. Some things are just meant to be so cruel.

That's life. ;(

OVER, FINALLY!

FINALLY! SPM is OVER! And blast it all! That was the most fun ever answering the Engineering Drawing paper I had in my entire 2 years learning at SMTG. So, OMG!!! I DID IT!!! I FINISHED the Certificate of Education examination! I did my best until the end and went home with a smile on my face. Hyper-acting girl I was dismorning. HAHA. :D

Woa! Check it out babeyh! SMTG rules! I love you forever!

I'm gonna' miss this dudes! Goodbye SMTG!

EPILOGUE

My High School Years are going to be over. Tomorrow I'll be going back to SMTG and revise all out for the 2 last papers, Engineer studies(Electrical & Electronics) and Engineer Drawing. I hope, for the last time, I get to step into SMTG will be the best one ever. The MOST MEMORABLE moments I will keep for the rest of my life and this blog will be my witness. GOD shall witness it. Pray for my well-being guys. I love you all very much.

LOST but not FORGOTTEN

OHMMGEE!!! I can't believe I found this.

I was just chatting with a junior from the Form 4 orientation handled by the Prefects, Haikal, then when I found this: Some sense were knocked into me! He was depressing, he wanted me to remember who he was. I wouldn't remember him much. I couldn't remember any of the juniors above if they haven't been saying hello after the whole orientation ended. Only a few did at school. Farzana did. Sazmi did. Shiddiq did. Syukri? HAHA. You were all over Amin at the begining of the year, HOW CAN I EVER FORGET YOUR FACE?! I still remember the "flower made out of straws" you presented to me at first meeting. I was like, "Ko knp dik? Siap melutut depan akak." LOL

I was kinda strict during that orientation. At the end, when we were saying goodbyes, you all gave me the poster to keep + blue hat + your name tags. AHH! Sume berebut nak letak kat kepala akak! But I had fun and was thrilled spending the whole day with you guys.

Now, all of this is just another figment of my memory: let me recall. Syukri, I still see him. Though not that hyper-acting self I seen anymore. The last time I seen him, he went to play backetball. He was doing okay, so he said to me. Shiddiq, I see you everywhere! When I see you often, you are actually kinda' cute. HAHA. Suci betul muka. (^^) He always kept smiling when you see me. You teased how Sazmi and I were together. You came across me during Sofball practice. We were in the same Sofball club. Nice... Amirul... HEHE. I knew there was more in your connecting with Kak Pah. I didn't realized you were the same Amirul to Kak Pah as you are to me. And you are a student of 4M1? Did I get so many juniors from 4M1 in that orientation or what? HAHA. I was sorta' amused. Haikal, you were loyal. Still remembering me although we don't talk that much at school. Then, there's Sazmi. You would know the story. Contacted me first thing on 13th February asking me: "Will you.....?" Then the whole world revolves like magic. How did that happen? From, a normal life, to playing sofball, joining the JDI, making 4M1 havoc, to becoming a prefect which you hated so much at first. Look at yourself! Well... I'm proud of each and everyone of you who stick to this school.

I know, this SEMTEG actually sucks but it's a miracle we turn out to love it.

Looking

I need to clean up the mess in my room. I've been sorting what's keeping and what's going. Lots and lots of recyling to do! After SPM everything is going! So does my bedroom. My mom said I'm going to swicth my bedroom with my parents. Woa! That's a big bedroom! Yea, my house is big and has three floors. That's a lot of exercise. I'll be slim and slender next year, huh? HAHAH. But anyways, I have only so little things to keep. I just need a bed, bookshelf (you have no idea how may bookselves I need in 1 room), my computer, cupboard(my clothes to keep) and so on. But those I mention are vital. Including the bookshelf. I have so many books. I can imagine how I would like my room to be. Can I repaint it? HEHE. What I am looking for in my bedroom now is a plastic file containing all my Cocuricular Certificates from Secondary school. All my hardwork collecting them are in that SINGLE FILE! DAMMIT! WHERE THE HECK is IT???

this feeling

I'm not opposed to any of it and none of you should. What I mean is this decision. I made up my mind, and has too. I'm in a bit of a dump but I'm slowly making my way back up on my feet. I will try to be cheerful again. I will do my best for my next 2 final papers this week. It's going to be my final week in SMTG. And I shall promise you this, I'm missing this school more than you'll ever know. I love this person. I won't ever make it this far through this year without ever knowing him. Even if his presences is no more, but knowing how he felt for me, is even more precious to me in these times. He made my world whole; my heart. He had fufilled my wish: that will only be my biggest secret ever. He doesn't know he did too. He may not be perfect, but he's perfect in my eyes. So I'll miss him. Along with everyday I remember I've been a SMTG student. I won't forget him; and I just can't. He left such an important memory that lies so deep inside me that it hurts. But that pain shall remind me, how wonderful meetings were and how endings are made meaningful. Fate is made meaningful.

Thank you Allah, for meeting us. He was what I always wanted.

JUST

forget forget forget forget forget forget & forget.

Chocolate

I'm SINGLE. Seriously I am peeps. Some of you might heard, I have a boyfie but not now anymore. I just broke up with him. I cried a lot and it hurts even if it was me who asked for it. Now I'm just being quiet. I had a lot of quarells with him after that but it made me feel whole because he still is still talking to me. When he's not, the time stops for me. I try to move time by talking to more and more different people. People who I haven't try to notice how wonderful they are. It makes me smile for a moment. But I'm not the type to get into the fast lane.. I would take it easy. I really just feel guilty. I want a Utopia when I know it's impossible. What now? I'm actually giving up. Tired of tears.

What's wrong with me? I'm INSANE, aren't I???
I still hang on to this guy, aren't I?

You Are MOST Welcomed,

Muhammad Noor Ihsan, thanks.

You are really something behind those foolish crtics, but not all of them are bad. Don't worry bout' them. Let's talk talking again okei? It was fun staying up doing something besides poking noses into dusty books. We make good friends, don't we?

Say YES. :D


click the picture for a cookie. it will make it all better to see. :]

Go for VIDEO MAKING?

I'm not sure to go on with this video or not. It's still in progress but I'm still a bit doubtful if it can impress anyone. It's just a bunch of photos put into one video. But it takes so much work. Do you think video making is easy? Some of you may have watched some of my videos on Youtube or even at the Teacher's Day function: Zamri's talk show function? That video was under my efforts too. Using Windows Movie Maker is easy and simple. But for my next video (I haven't made one in ages.) I'm currently using a new programe called the "CyberLink PowerDirector". It has the same functions as the old movie editor but with more dazzling effects and fonts I can mess with. I so want to use the Vegas Pro Maker but I can't seem to Download it anywhere free. If you ever see one, TELL ME A.S.A.P! :]


Here's how CyberLink PowerDirector looks like.


Crap. Clearly you can't see the video. Well, give me your ideas.

PLKN yo!

"Where are you sent to for PLKN?"
Me, fidgitting the cellphone.. "Uhh.."
"I got.. Mukim Sungkai."
"Mukim Sungkai?"
"Where is that?" Me blurr face.
"That's... That's located at Perak."
"Oooohh."

Hey all! Yea, My PLKN destination is Mukim Sungkai, Perak. Once again, my block had an uproar about the notification of the PLKN camps being announced. The participants can check their camp location through via sms. As undiciplined students, we also checked with own unsupervised cellphones. Some of us got at Perak, Selangor, Pahang.... and.... ting ting ting~! SABAH! Woohoo! Congratulations! :DDD

But most of the students I've been notified who are going to be registered for PLKN is on their way to Perak this 3rd of January 2011. So, goodluck to all PLKN participants. Take care. :]

Hello SPM :]

Hey! It the BIG time now. Only 2 more subjects to go and SPM will be over. OVERR! Yippeee! Just a little peep from my point of view, the more closer to the end of SPM, the happier I am. I'm sure most of you are happy too. Not? I guess maybe so. There had been a lot of rumors notifying the country that the examination isn't playing fair. For example:

Some say the MALAY LANGUAGE paper got leaked out and had to repeat the BM exam all over again. I mean, HECKK! I would not so ever want to repeat any paper for the sake of virginity! Get a life, nobody who declares themselves a SPM taker wants to waste time on another repeatation of SPM. Duuh! But the ministry of education said there will be any repeatation for this paper so, THANK GOD.

ENGLISH LANGUAGE paper was okayy. I hope I make up to my teacher's expectations to get an A+. Amiinn~ May it be true...

Next was SEJARAH. My fellow students rely too much on the spot questions untill what they spot coming out, didn't come out at all! Maybe it leaked out too much, we had to answer on the 2nd Set rather than the 1st Set. Serves them right. I mean, I won't trust spot questions. I just revise everything through.

MODERN MATHEMATICS. Easy as pie. The most favourite paper to answer because it's easy to score an A. I hope I do get an A for this paper. I really do!

Then, ISLAMIC STUDIES was a crack. I was trembling when I was answering paper 2. It asked about the Imam's in the past and I didn't cover that part. What a slack. Or I would answer that paper so confidently.

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS was a swaayyy! I'm no star at this subject but I did find ADD MATHS easy. Everything looks easy for ADD MATHS when it's the last paper. So, I do hope I won't flunk this paper. I answered it with all my heart.

Woa, PHYSICS! It's my favourite Science subject but OMG! It was damn hard. GODD! Help me pass this paper with a credit please..... The only reason I'm not confident with this paper is because I was soo damn tired revising for ADD MATHS I couldn't stay up rivising much for this paper. Oh maaaannn....

Last but not least CHEMISTRY. The questions were so damn easy. But most of my friends complained how easy they were untill they couldn't answer it good enough. I guess, one should never feel too comfortable about SPM. Anything can come out. Maybe my CHEMISTRY results will be enough for a credit this time? Amiinnn... :-)

Now here's a little something I put together:

This is were I take my exam for SPM. The Civil students take their papers at the main hall. What a hitch. It must be tiring taking trips from the hall and the hostels for them. The Electrical and Mechanical students use the classes as their examination hall. Each level for each couses we take. So I have Room 4 from the Electrical level as my examination hall/room. The yellow box is where I sit. And I still have 2 more papers to go! Wait for me SPM!

p/s: Pray for my well-being. Chau. :]

HAHA very funny!

My family thought I was talking about going back to school today when I have the whole week free from exams! Oh My GOSHH! Isn't that funny? My next paper is on the 16th of December which falls on Thursday, and lately I said I want to be at school a day earlier to attend a PKE class. Which tommorow is Wednesday, they thought of sending me back this evening. WOW! How paranoid is that?

I just came back, now you want to send me off.
RIDICULOUS!

SINGLE

"I'm in a mess?"
"I think I'm gonna break up with him."
"WHHATT?"
"I still love him with ALL my heart."

In these kind of time, when we need to struggle the most, one by one, we CRACKK! ABSOLUTELY CRACKED. My friends and I are in a total mess with our boyfriends, you know? HAHA. I just broke up recently before... The Physics paper, I think? Why? HAHA. I saw a ray of light from GOD. How did that happened? tup tup tup... CLASH. Literaly, I asked for the break up, not HIM. Ngee~ So, yea, I cried, badly. My eyes swollened. Nyiihh.. But it's not out of hate we broke up.

Then, it were my friends. They also broke up. But unlikely them, it were the boys who wanted to break up. tup tup tup, CLASH CLASH. And I was like, "Why is everyone breaking up? It's SPM already!"

Haaa.. Dah Dah. If you know you're falling in love, one must learn to accept not only love but also betrayal. All of us, try to save what matters the most right now.

Sijil Perlajaran Malaysia

Malaysian's Certificate of Education.

Here we come.

He Said...

He said, next year it's going to be another person...

He said, if we ever met on that last day of school, the world would stop..

He said, not now... Just for a little while longer..

Let's be together for just a little while longer..

The signs of our little relationship is coming to an end. But it is not out of hate but out of sacrifice for the both of us. We want happiness for the both of us that's why we need to seperate. Knowing this, I didn't cry. Deep down, we still feel for each other. Maybe. But as I shall step into adultary, it's over, right Sazmi Suboh? Let's be fair and take our own ways. SPM is coming up and you are still on my mind. It's frustrating having to fill apart of my mind with you in it. But I still love you.

Thanks for the memories. 1437.

Prayers

We had a hajat prayer at Surau Al-Hidayah last night. The objective was to bring your parents to this event to collect our Trial results and pray together that evening. Since my family is not in Malaysia currently, I was a bit depressed.

I knew they weren't coming, I'm pretty much sad about it. So I lumped myself to my bed groaning about it last week so I get over it fast enough so I won't cry for missing my family; when they miss my school event. Well, everything went well. I was so nervous when I started thinking on how to get home when I see Amir; my neighbour, no where to be seen. Damn. And then, POOF! He arrived.

I was like, "Where were you! Don't do this to me ever! It makes me nervous not sure where to go!" So I was so shouting crap to him because I was so scared I was never getting a ride home. But it all worked out. Amir's parents brought me to dinner, actually paid it off too, and sent me home. They even offered me to stay at their place but I refused.

That's my story. So yea, I'm actually home alone untill tomorrow evening. Come home, already!

SPM Trial results

Trial is an experiance. As for me, I thought it was not too bad. With all the leak questions from the outside world, it was not too hard for the students from my school to score such high marks. Damn. And the results for my class: I'm flunking! Most of my classmates have beaten me at score. What to do?

Other than that, I am proud of my G.P.A. It increased. from my mid-term, 5.5 to 5.1. Isn't that remarkable? For me, it's such a high achievement. *claps hands* :DD I don't mind what you guys think of it, but I've been improving. My teachers said so too. My add maths, Engineering studies and Engineering drawing has improved so much. So, yea. I'm proud of myself.

[edit]*** My teacher reposted the results for my class. I actually got 4.8.

JDI

I wan't part of the JDI last year because I was a total brat. HAHA. And I thought I'd be a burden anyway. I have no idea what it was anyway. But I joined in the JDI this year and I had a short but wonderful experiance with the Surau members. There's something I could do for them at least and I felt glad that eventually I joined this small, undercover community of SMTG.

We had a small get together. Where we ate, talked happily. We also had an explorace which was loads of fun. Thnx JDI. All the best of luck next year. Insya-allah.

Wida. Oh, Wida!

Wida isn't a bad person. At least not what I have thought of. At first she seems like this person hard to talk to face to face really. I'm not sure what's the problem. I don't there was any. Though, Wida! I sayang you laa. I like chatting with you so lets chat some more when we meet next time yer?

***Sorry, the picture looks horrible.

SQUAD 4 FOREVER

"I thought it felt like yesterday we just became prefects on that stage." - Natra Amalina.

No kidding.

Here are some pictures of Squad 4. I love this squad a lot. A whole lot. I consider them as my second family almost because I see them almost everyday. We worked as a team, I think. HAHA. Of cause we're like a total mess to people's point of view, but I liked how we cooperated because we had fun in our job.

I dearly miss my seniors from this squad. I still remember some of the advises they left for us. One thing for sure, I remember my mentor Azra Fakhiera. I miss you dearly akak. Maybe it became stronger when I saw how the juniors went up stage and we had to let go of our responsibilies as prefect. I still like one, though. If it's with kak Azra, I remember the most because I would see her first before anyone else. I hope she stills remember me.

For the juniors, we haven't had a lot of time to get to know each other. Because unlike last year, we would get together senior&junior like whole the time. As for my mentee, Wida, I can't say much except congratulations. Do your best as a prefect next year. You are the head of the squad so don't stress out, okay? For everyone else, don't fall back, keep on being the best squad ever. Because we are the BEST. You haven't see it yet.

Okay, as for my squad-mates of 2009/2010: I have so much to say. Okay laa.. I love you guys soo much. I can't imagine having to seperate with you all. I already miss the ones who doesn't show up every morning meeting. I guess I am also proud of everyone of the peple in this squad. You were kind, helpful, crazy and fun to be with. From the first night we met in the circle with the seniors, through the hardships in the prefect camp and to MPP till now. There are other words which fit perfectly into these memories.

Aqrammul: You don't stand out at all at first. I had difficulty to say your name too. I can't remember how we developed a strong friendship until you became KP. Don't think badly of me but I am proud of you. Just I'm worried for you. I would like to cover your mistakes but for how long? I pray for your success because you're not a bad guy at all.

Syafiq: You are gifted. You make people happy wherever you are. I feel sorta calm you are around. At least we one among us who is mature enough in the squad or we will all be fighting. Before we became actual prefects, you we're always tested into becoming the squad leader. Poor you. The seniors like you too much. I guess so do we.

Aminullah: You are such a jerk, sometimes but a lot. You may be the leader of our squad but you're clumsy and foolish. Sorry for the bad comments about you but they are true in a way. Squad 4 can be the best squad in our year if you show a good example. But I guess you can't help it, huh? I'll miss you too even if you don't want me to.

Aqil: I can't say much about you. You just join the squad earlier this year and you are soo quiet. You don't show up so ofthen at meetings and you work so much a loner yourself. Oh well.

Natra: I find it hard to cooperate with you at first because you have that kind of attitude I dislike. But I try to like you, really! I think you find your posistion difficult, don't you? I'm not sure what to think of you but I'll pray for your success in the future.

Farah Nabiha: You are the cherry on top of the cake. I love seeing your happy self every day. You are the best friend I ever to being close to me in the squad and it seems I have known you a lot in the past few months? years? haha. I hope we won't loose contact even after we graduated.

Zuraini: Hey sister. You are a crazy one, I know. You like taking charge of things and you do a great job out of it. You give an upbeat to my days and it always been fun working with you. No joke. Having you around is like the chocolate chips to my cookie. Sweeter.

Fana: Thanks for being there for me. You are the quiet one, seem not important but you were always there to support Squad 4. You look as if you didn't care but actually you do, don't you? After duty, we would share the gossip of our prefect duties and it became a thrill. Thank you.

Along: I don't know what to say. We're aren't that close. I dislike how you treated me. You would force me into something and you stand out of the way. What kinda' person are you? So meeann! Huuhuu~ I heard a lot of things about you, and see who you are. Please be nice when I'm not around would you?

Fatini: Hey you. I haven't seen you in a long time. About you, you are another calm one. You don't speak much and people can misunderstood you sometimes. But that's up to people. To me, you're okay in your own way.

Wardah: You aren't getting any taller Wardah. HAHA. I will always remember you. 1st because, every morning at meetings, you will always speak out, "KETUA SKUAD, CHECK ANAK BUAH." I mean, haha, that's your only function every morning as we see it. But you take it so seriously. In some other times when it's just between us squad-mates, you're actually cool.

Fathieha: I love you little squirt. You will always be my loveable lill chipmunk in the squad. Next to Syafiq, you are also mature. You don't pick fights, you mend them. You are so calm and composed. I really respect you in a lot of ways. Goodluck Teha in what you do.

I guess that's it. Such a long post of comments it becomes shorter by the minute. I will always have these people in my memory. It will still be the best squad in my heart.

JACOB BLACK

Jacob Black is HOT and Bella Swan is an idiot for choosing Edward Cullen over him.

**Go Team Jacob!

Another crazy Twilight fan is coming through. So, yea... Don't expect much. It's just that I prefer Jacob more than Edward. For one reason, he's CUTE. Obviously. Secondly, he has MADD skills. Thirdly, compared to Edward, he's alive at least. I can't imagine being with someone without a heart. Vampires shouldn't have one; meaning, they have NO FEELINGS. What is wrong with this picture? The romance relationship between Bella and Edward. The story is unrealistic. Nothing is in sci-fiction.

But anyway:

THUMBS UP for Stephanie Meyer. Love the story.

My SUPER DUPER Saviors

"Do you realize what you have done wrong?"

I was so sure, so clear what he meant. The teacher currently teaching at that time stared sharply at me but ignored his eyes as much as I can. But it was hard to ignore the other 25 eyes cornering me in that class. I did something wrong, for sure. But I also know what I did wrong to the other 25 people in the class had no meaning if I ever mention it to them. None of them cared what I did except if is something humiliating; something they can make fun of me.

I was lining up the words in my head. I opened my mouth to speak. I was stammering. What was the big idea?! Now I was apologizing to my class? What for? I just called them "naughty bratz." I can say even harsh. But I thought for a while, it doesn't have to be fo complicated. No teacher needs to know the hardships I handle in my own class. It was kinda' silly.

There was a silence in the class for a moment. The teacher clearified the situation why I said my apologies. It had something to do with my absence in class through school last Monday after the event at the School's Main Hall. Everyone awed. Some of them started whispering, chuckling in a sinister way; either way, I was mocked at again. Deep within myself, I told myself:

"Not now. Seriously, not now. Don't cry..."

Crack! I was too soft. I can't hold in. I stilled cried. The deskmate I had beside me since last year, held onto my hand as I sat down. The teacher asked why she was comforting me in such a way. She stood up, confronting the whole class:

"Why is everyone make such a habit bullying her? Please stop it."

I was suprised how she stood up and said that to the whole class even in front of the physics teacher? It became the class topic by that time. In a way, The Teacher kept talking:

"Ainul, can't you see these people are not as good as you? You're not such a bad person, at least your sins had repented. We haven't seen yet their repents. Their jokes are harsh but note to self; and everybody else: "Ainul is a very sensitive person. Too sensitive. Don't play your jokes on her again."

My eyes were still on the desk where I wasn't strong anymore to look at anyone.

Physics class was over, so was school. I was brought to the rest room with my deskmate by my side. She told me, just let your heart out. Cry out as much as you want here. It was uneasy to cry in public, as in the block. Lots will make a big deal of crying. So I cried and cried until it was almost 3.30 p.m. She asked if I was okay but that just made me worst. I wasn't crying but my tears just keep on flowing. I can't take the pain and humiliation I had.

I prayed my Zohor prayers in the mosque. In my prayers, I kept on crying. It wetten my face; the tears. As I was done. I ran into Amy. She saw me, and saw what happened to me.

"What's wrong? Hey! I told you, don't cry all by yourself. Tell me what's wrong."

I told her everything. What happened in physics class and all my pain, the problems I had, even the hopes and dreams I have for myself. I guess having said enough, I stopped crying. It was 4 o' clock in the evening. I cried so long I was tired. I went straight to my bed my slept so deeply in slumber till' 6.00 p.m. As I woke, my eyes were sore. I didn't care how I look but took a a bath anyway. We had tuition class that evening but I wasn't in high spirits. I was even worse to show my face in class.

There, Khalishan and Syahir showed up as usual. Wasim was not an exception. They were my bestfriends in class. Khalishan looked at me long and calmly spoke to me:

"You're eyes look small."

"Really?"

"Not really."

I guess, I have small eyes either way; I cried or not. But then we talked our usual way. In way, it build my self-cautious.

"You were crying. I emphatized you. Syahir is the jerk. He laughed but Firdaus quickly fidgetted him and he stopped laughing."

Thank you... Those were the words I wish to convey. Surely.

Nur Lidiya binti Mohd Ridzuan

Mohd Khalishan bin Mohd Alias

Muhd Firdaus bin Salim; &

Ahmad Syahir bin Mazlan

You have no idea how much this means to me. How much your friendship is worth to me. In the havoc of my school days, in the misrable classroom we study together in, the happiness and laughter you guys brought to me made my days less misrable. It was hope. i can't imagine how I could live through that class without the four of you.

You are certainly MY SUPER DUPER SAVIORS OF 5E4. I love you.


note*** I just felt like writting a long post. I was bored.

Updates SOON enough

I'm going to encounter my SPM Trial when I go back to school. Pray for me.

p/s: shoot. this is short shows how lazy I am.

WRONG ANSWER

Hye bloggers. I haven't been updated. I'm sorry. Honestly I'm a mess right now. I try to act so strong and tough but I just want to break down. See how fragile I am? I missed a lot of moments in life to share with all of you but I'll try to fill them in before I return to school this Sunday. I seriously miss all of my friends. But what I'm worried about; what hurts me the most is just thinking:

"Aren't they missing me too?" :((

Kisah Sejarah Ainul Mardhiah

Sebagai pembuka bicara untuk bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak, saya ingin berkongsi kisah Ainul Mardhiah. Sudah lama saya ingin tahu mengenai beliau. Nama saya dan beliau lebih kurang kan? Hehe. Apa-apa pun, harap anda semua dapat sedikit penghayatan daripada kisah yang penuh keislaman ini. Selamat membaca.

Bidadari merupakan salah satu anugerah Allah kepada seorang lelaki yang memasuki syurga. Bagi seorang wanita yang solehah maka bidadari bagi suaminya adalah di kalangan bidadari2 kurniaan Allah dan dia (isteri solehah merupakan ketua akan segala bidadari- bidadari).Berjihad pada agama Allah merupakan satu amalan yang menjadi kesukaan Allah s.w.t dan ini merupakan sunnah besar nabi SAW dan kalangan sahabat-sahabat. Setiap manusia yang mati walaupun berapa umurnya maka akan ditanya dimanakah masa mudanya dihabiskan. Kisah......Ainul Mardhiah bermula disini' .

Ainul Mardhiah merupakan seorang bidadari yang paling cantik dikalangan bidadari-bidadari yang lain (bermaksud mata yang di redhai). Suatu pagi (dalam bulan puasa) ketika nabi memberi targhib (berita-berita semangat di kalangan sahabat untuk berjihad pada agama Allah) katanya siapa-siapa yang keluar di jalan Allah tiba-tiba ia shahid, maka dia akan dianugerahkan seorang bidadari yang paling cantik dikalangan bidadari-bidadari syurga. Mendengar berita itu seorang sahabat yang usianya sangat muda teringin sangat nak tahu bagaimana cantiknya bidadari tersebut.... tetapi dia malu nak bertanyakan kepada nabi kerana malu pada sahabat-sahabat yang lain. Namun dia tetap beri nama sebagai salah sorang yang akan keluar/pergi.

Sebelum Zohor sunnah nabi akan tidur sebentar (dipanggil khailulah, maka sahabat yang muda tadi juga turut bersama jemaah tadi... tidur bersama-sama.... Dalam tidur tersebut dia bermimpi berada di satu tempat yang sungguh indah, dia bertemu dengan seorang yang berpakaian yang bersih lagi cantik dan muka yang berseri-seri lalu ditanyanya dimanakah dia... lalu lelaki itu menjawab inilah syurga. Lalu dia menyatakan hasrat untuk berjumpa dengan 'Ainul Mardhiah... lalu ditunjuknya di suatu arah maka berjalan dia... di suatu pepohon beliau mendapati ada seorang wanita yang takpernah dia lihat kecantikan begitu... tak pernah dilihat didunia ini... lalu diberi salam dan diabertanya andakah Ainul Mardhiah... wanita itu menjawab ehh tidakk... saya khadamnya Ainul Mardhiah ada di dalam singgahsana sana.Lalu dia berjalan dan memasuki satu mahligai yang cukup indah dan mendapati ada seorang lagi wanita yang kecantikannya berganda-ganda dari yang pertama tadi sedang mengelap permata-mata perhiasan di dalam mahligai.... lalu diberi salam dan di tanya lagi adakah dia ainul mardiah lalu wanita itu menjawab...eh tidakkk saya hanya khadamnya di dalam mahligai ini... Ainul Mardiah ada di atas mahligai sana..... lalu dinaikinya anak-anak tangga mahligai permata itu kecantikkannya sungguh mengkagumkan... lalu dia sampai ke satu mahligai dan mendapati seorang wanita yang berganda-ganda cantik dari yang pertama dan berganda-ganda catiknya dari yang kedua.... dan tak pernah dia lihat di dunia.... lalu wanita itu berkata...akulah Ainul Mardhiah, aku diciptakan untk kamu dan kamu diciptakan untk aku.... bila lelaki itu mendekatinya wanita itu menjawab... nantiii kamu belum syahid lagiiii......tersentak itu pemuda itu pun terjaga dari tidurnya lalu dia menceritakan segala-galanya kepada satu sahabat lain, namun begitu dia memesan agar jangan menceritakan cerita ini kepada Nabi SAW... tapi sekiranya dia shahid barulah ceritakan kepada Nabi.

Petang itu pemuda itu bersama-sama dengan jemaah yang terdapat Nabi di dalamnya telah keluar berperang lalu ditakdirkan pemuda tadi telah shahid. Petang tersebut ketika semua jemaah telah pulang ke masjid, di waktu hendak berbuka puasa maka mereka telah menunggu makanan untuk berbuka (tunggu makanan adalah satu sunnah nabi). Maka kawan sahabat yang shahid tadi telah bangun dan merapati nabi SAW dan menceritakan perihal sahabat nabi yang sahaid tadi... dalam menceritakan itu nabi menjawab benar... benar...benar... dalam sepanjang cerita tersebut. Akhirnya nabi SAW berkata memang benar cerita sahabat kamu tadi dan sekarang ini dia sedang menunggu untuk berbuka puasa di syurga....

Wallahu wa'lam

Lirik by: UNIC (Ainul Mardhiah)

Dunia pembakar semangat perwira

Rela berkorban demi agama

Kau jadi taruhan berjuta pemuda

Yang bakal dinobat sebagai syuhada

Itulah janji pencipta Yang Esa

Engkaulah bidadari dalam syurga

Bersemayam di mahligai bahgia

Anggun gayamu wahai seorang puteri

Indahnya wajah bermandi seri

Menjadi cermin tamsilan kendiri

Untuk melakar satu wacana

Buatmu bernama wanita

Ainul Mardhiah

Kau seharum kuntuman di Taman Syurga

Menanti hadirnya seorang lelaki

Untuk menjadi bukti cinta sejati

Ooh! Tuhan

Bisakah dicari di dunia ini

Seorang wanita bak bidadari

Menghulurkan cinta setulus kasih
Dihati lelaki bernama kekasih

Sekarang, saya pun rasa macam nak berjumpa dengan Ainul Mardhiah. Engkau pula macam mana?

????

.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... I'm not ready.

follower

I'm not going to talk about followers on Blogger but this is more to a reality follower. One which exists in my world.

Today, I just got back from school. My father came to collect my result slip. I was very relieved! I thought I was about to cry because thinking none of my parents will come for me today. HEHE. Everyone noticed how glum I was and asked, "What's wrong?" or say, "Cheer up!" Thanks guys! I am actually down with a fever. I took paracetamol dismorning but I was reckless and worked to much of my body today. My energy level is decreasing. HAH! Hard-headed girl I am. Anyway, I didn't know what to do. I just watch people come and go. I even went to the FORM 4 building just to entertain myself with the view of parents of people I don't know. DUUH! Nyihh! What was I doing? And there was this junior, Sazmi, following me around. Tu laa! Nakal lagi. Gatal2 gi bangunan form 4. I'm actually in a bad mood when it comes to him. I had a fight and I don't want to be bothered but it can't be ignored. So the whole day, just playing dumb, watching over the school, talk to friends, teachers and juniors but the sight of Sazmi can't be erased. OH GOD. What the heck is wrong with me???

PHOTO SESSION.

Snap Snap! HEHE. I love being in photos but I have to admit, I'm not photogenic. I look badd... URGH! Today was the continuation of last week's photography session. I was pleased myself because I got to be in two photos. One is with my Club Members of the Teater Club. We took it many times because Ude wasn't serious. HAHA! Mrs. Azura scolded him many times for fidgeting. I was at the back because I'm not that of important post in the Club. AJK ELEK jew. And done a candid! YAY!

The second one is with the Softball Club. I'm the treasurer. HAHA. Not a representative but a dedicated player coming to club meetings every Wednesday evening. Thanks Hakimi for calling me down. It was funny how you called me out. Mr. Ajai bahan kewt! Sian Ko. Because we have so many members and representatives, we have two photo shots for this club. One all girls and and one all boys. AWW. I wish we could mix boys and girls. CAN'T? NEVERMIND.

Anyway, I had fun. Happy. I'm still waiting for the Prefect photo shot and the re-shot for the English Debate team. Okay. Bubye! :)

KEM PERDANA 2010 SMTG

I think, this camp trip wasn't half bad. At least, some things happen and it all ends well. From 8 July to 11 July, SMTG had it's 1st camping adventure. HAHA. WE MAKE HISTORY PEOPLE!!! BE JEALOUS will ya? HAHA. I'm just killing myself writing this post. The only reason I'm doing this because I love this photo. I love this moment. It feels like jelly going down through your mouth. Muah! Anyways, I'm done here camping. It'd rained alot, we done acting for cultural night, marching (which was a killer) , flying fox (why did I scream anyway? don't remember.), and a navigation test. WOW! That's many. People just want more and more. At the end of the event, I was smelly and all worn out. I love taking my shower more than usual at the hostels after then and slept so deeply throughout the evening. LOVED IT! HAHA.

That's it folks! I have the Annual dinner tomorrow. Something interesting is about to happen. Can't wait!

PLKN?

PLKN bhai! Since I went back to the hostels, the first thing I heard my dormmates were excited about was PLKN. "Oooh! We can check now?" They were so happy about not getting into PLKN. HAHA! I guess a majority of girls dislike getting chosen for PLKN for girlish reasons and whatsoever laa.

Zaza: So Nono! What do you think?

Me: Uh... I don't mind.

Nazz: Why?

Me: I mean. If I got chosen, I'm okay; If I'm not chosen, I'm okay.

Jojo: She's okay with both, right?

Me: Yea. *nods*

For me it's not really such a bad idea. Besides the experiance plus the special elaun they are giving, I'm really all hands for whatever decision. PLKN isn't a choice. If you're chosen, that's it! If not, that's too bad. What are you all going to do if you weren't selected anyway? HAHA. I'd go for part-time jobs. I have my own plans. That's off topic already!

PLKN is known in Malaysia and world wide for it's range of activities. All those extream activities. Try to imagine is making me nervous. Though I still feel like trying. HEH. Besides that, with all new people. You won't be meeting the people you used to or met before and it's mixed with all kinds of people from different backgrounds and social status and beliefs. What to do?! With 1Malaysia too.

Among the many people from my school, I'm also one of the selective few who got PLKN! HAHA! Alongside with Norazali, Muhd Nurhaziq, Mohd Khalishan, Halili, Rozimah, Nur Syahirah and bla bla bla. For those who failed to enter: what should I say? "NEVERMIND." Okay. Goodluck SMTG-ians.

oh! JUNIORR!

Now the juniors are feeling quiet comfortable being at SMTG. I observed that they can do so much freely that the rules of the school became no use for them. I'm still a SENIOR! I think they are disrespectful towards me lately. I can't stand it. Truthfully, I cared so much for them and now it just hurts to know they don't respect us like they used too. There was a choice. One, you can continue to take care of the JUNIORS or not get involve with them. I chose to take care of their well-being in SMTG. But I guess they weren't like us last year. Unlikely last year, none of the seniors didn't care about us. Scolded us about everything. I know how it felt so I only want to be just as fair to only reright their wrongs. I guess that wasn't enough. Brats. That's all I can say.

LIES

Shila: Nono! Where are going?

Me: (putting socks on) Uh.. School.

Shila: Where? Why?

Me: Erm.. I forgotten something.

Shila: ?

Me: I left something at school so going to get it.
Shila: Okay.

Some flashback. I didn't lied. Well, only a little. About going to get something. I didn't left anything only forgetting to do something. That something has to do with cats. Okay, that sound kinda' weird but listen to this. Because in the last few weeks ago; can't remember which week, my mom brought some cat food for these poor animals living at SMTG. As for all SMTG-ians know, we have such cute kittens living at our school. I know! CUUUTEEE! Especially the most little one. It's so small it looks like a ball of furr when it sits down. AHH. CUTENESS attack. My mom calls it "kechik". Aww.. mom! So sometimes, at free evenings, I go to school and find those small kittens to give them cat food. So don't try to question why I disappear every evening and wonder at school strangely. I'm looking for lost, hungry kittens!

JERI week & HKS 2010

Hey all! I know it's kinda' late to say but HKS is already over. It was tiring. Even so with tuition classes and extra classes all day and night, we don't spend enough waking hours to concentrate on preparing for the event. Some had to stay up more than others. Like last year, the competitions were just the same. There were sports: Netball, Rubgy & Futsal. Interclass: Choral Speaking F4. Interblock: Dikir Barat(boys) & Nasyid(girls). Oh! Not to forget to mention, the JDI (Jawatankuasa Dakwah Islamiah) held competitions for the F4 students in Tilawah Al-Quran, Hafazan, Tazkirah and Khat writting. I was there too as to help them in the registration process.


And I thought I was rushing everywhere. I got some photos from the netball competition as well. I actually didn't want to go. I wasn't in the noisy cheering mood. HEHE. But I was forced to go anyway. So I just occupied myself by taking more and more pictures. Suprisingly, my battery went out within 5 days. Sorry Said for bothering you. "Buy me more!" HAHAHA.

On Thursday was the day the Form 4 had their choral speaking competition between classes. Ah! Nostolgia. As a big busybody, I went to watch the competiton at the SMTG Main Hall right after school in my school uniform. AH! BUSUK! HAHA. I DON'T CARE. BOLEH JER. Totally from my experiance last year, we weren't allow to move arms or sing in choral speaking. But they can! OMG! hahahar. And some classes uses the same script. DAMN IT.

After choral speaking ended, everyone was back to their posts. The Juniors were now stuck with Dikir Barat and Nasyid practice. I can that my block wasn't half bad. With some english lyrics and pop music in. It was hard for my dormmat Nazz to fit in the rythem of the instrument with the music. TENTION dibuatnya! Relaxxx... HAHAHA. HKS then started that Friday evening. I didn't go at first that evening. I was sleeping. Finally I just go eventhough it was getting late. Then it was decided to go later at night even in Baju Kurung. Amy and I... lagi lepak! We kidnapped two of our favourite juniors Izela Maya and Norasyida into accompanying us to the first day of HKS. HAHA. JANGAN JEALOUS SUDAA. For the rest of HKS. I wasn't alone so much. I didn't spend as much of my time with Amt. I pity her, her pocket money was stolen; or something. DAMN IT. Who would do such a thing. Actually it was logic to be stolen because someone would spend it on HKS. I could spend RM50 all on HKS and I did. On the second day, I had my shift with the K-Ket corner. It's a stall selling cup corn with my friends from the Teater club. So there I was. Not a bad experiance. People still came to buy something from us. Without Amy, I didn't know what to do. So I peeked into the Access room. Seems nice to stay in air-conn. HAHA. There, I got a free seat to watch The Prince of Persia. Only on laptor laa. At least I get to watch it anyway, I was happy. The rest of the day, I only did some wondering around the school taking pictures and getting some videos. I was also accompanied by Hafriz. My new favourite friend + junior. TQ Hafriz. Also was Day 3. Hafriz and I done almost everything together at HKS. I wasn't all that lonely. Amy was on shift at Eca's stall selling Rare Sweets. hurmm... It was okay. The rest of my HKS expriance this year, I have already convey them in this video. Enjoy. SMTG HKS rocks!

Now I believe

Now I can believe everyone can be sad. Even a little. If they broke up. So did I. I cried. I asked myself why, but just a little while after I stopped, I just told myself, let it be. Love is a beautiful thing. "If it can make you happy, then it can make you cry." Right now, I am currently in a depression. I'm with no self confidence. Bye.

It's here! It's Here!

It's already into the JERI and HKS week! The week I've be long waiting for. Well.. All of us have been working for. It's HERE! All of us has work hard for us. Today is the first day of HKS. I'm in the Access room using it services after 1 whole week not opening its doors. STINGY!! HAHAHA. And I need to pay RM1 just for 30minutes. VERY STINGYY!!! Damn it Roy. hahahahaha! When I go back this Sunday evening, I'll try to share some of the HKS moments on this blog and my Myspace page, kay? Untill then, I'll just have some fun spending my money till my pockets dries up. Hehe. Naughty girl.

=)

Angry

I don't know. I feel like this since last week. I want to shout at everyone lately. And I do. Every little thing people do and say, that I dislike, my temper just rise and I got angry. The things that annoy me, the things that I hate. The this I used to keep my zip closed, now I can't stand no more. I feel angry, frustrated. I tried to do something fun but my temper is up to its max. I'm sorry everyone.

plz oh plz A-LEVEL

A-LEVEL please? Oh GOD, please grant me this wish. I shall pray with all my might and put a great effort into it. I'll try. I know I always talk and don't do but please remind me in the times I shall be weak, to keep on working to this goal. I've been talking about this with my mother. A-LEVEL promises a great future; to my POV. So I shall go for it. All I need is to get excellent grades for my SPM and my mother can discuss it with (who?) so I can realize this plan. I want this. My mother; well family is planning about staying overseas a few month(s)? in the next 2 years, leaving me behind?! NOOOOOO! I want to go! If I want to continue my studies, I'd like to stay close to my family this time. I'm growing up; if anyone notices.

The SPM trials are in 2 months time. I got to start cracking. Goodluck SPM candidates.

Genting Highlands!

Genting walaweyh!! There's loads of people there this season. WHY???? I mean, it's been taken over by people especially Chinese! WTH? I mean, this is Malaysia. Okay whatever. Thinking it over, I got my answer after 2 days being there. I went there with my younger siblings and father. My mother join for the night but she had to go back to work the next day. AWWW~!

Was it fun? Ask the feet which walked all day today and yesterday.

What I shall remember during this experiance is the fun and extrodinare meetings I had from the minute buying the ticket bus until the end of the bus ride home.

Buying the Bus ticket**(DAY 1)

Me: *looks around, saw someone. strares at RAPID KL BUS*
Me: Hey, hey! C'mon Aiman, Nina!
Aiman: What's up?
Me: Just come! I saw a friend of mine.
Nina: A friend?
Me: *runs through crowd.*
I poked Echa Nazlan from behind as she walked into the Terminal station.
Echa: Mak aih! Wha-? Ainul....! *hugs*
Me: Haven't seen you in a looonggg time.
Echa: Me too. Such a long time.
Boy(cannot specify who): I'll buy the tickets.
Echa: Okay. Hey you, where are going today? LRT ride?
Me: No.... GENTING =) and you?
Echa: Midvalley, maybe.
Me: Movies? With him? It's a date right....? *giggles*
Echa: Shh... Secret.
Me: (some secret.)

I missed Echa sooo soo much! HAHA. We didn't talked long anyway. She said something about Genting too. Maybe our former classmate Mustaqim PRS Hillcrest is going to make a Form 3 renunion. I have no problem with that at least. Then she said, "Mesti tak boleh... Jamuan kelas lagikk.." "Like I'm going to mine." -me. If there is ever one to where I am invited.

After LRT walk. waiting... **(DAY 1)

Me: *fidgitting handphone, looks up*
Anep & Redza: *walking, talking* *looks up at me*
Me: *stares* (duuhhh?) (not saying anything there)
Them: *keeps walking* -naek escalator *looks back at me*
Me: Whatever.

I'm not commenting on that one. Obviously weird.

Waiting... evening. Bus station **(DAY 1)

Actually, there is no dialogue. I just saw someone in particually familiar. He's an ex-student of Hillcrest. A prefect, Azri. That is his name. He has a twin? Oh well. I'm no close friend of his but it's kinda' a relief of seeing people we know in such places at such random times... right? OMG! I still reconize people like him? HAHA!

Archery Arcade. **(DAY 2)

It was too noisy to make out.
Guy 1: Hey you! Remember us?
Me: Huh? *blurrr. ignores*
Guy1: Da sombong ekk?
Guy2: *whispers*
Me: Whatever. *plays archery*

After playing archery.

Guy1: Don't you remember me?
Me: No. *trying to remember*
Guy 1: No? REALLY?! Hey Hakim! She doesn't remember us.
Guy 2: She doesn't?
Talks about some kinda' event. Saying their classes were below when my class was at top. Asking where I'm schooling and what form. bla bla bla.
Me: (really, this is stupid. I don't remember anything you said.) I don't know. (strangers for sure.) *walks away*

Okay that was really stupid. But seriously, maybe they took me for someone else? So one of my resemblances are with those two? HAHA. Goodluck resemblence of mine. You have good friends that misses you. If you were in my place, try hugging them. You'll realize not everyone you know can be like them. They were kinda' funny. Once glance at me, they smiled and laughed. Done a funny dance I can't make out. Something they remember my resemblence by, maybe?

Going home. Skyway + Bus station ** (DAY 2)

Walking down the isle...
Dad: Hey!
Cousins & Mak Andak: *waves*
Dad: You came to play?
Mak Andak: Yea. But we only got on 5 at least.
Dad: Hard day?
Mak Andak: Yes. We got on the 10.20 a.m. bus and it was untill 12.20 p.m we got here.

At the bus station...

Me: Hey, how's homework.
Shahmi: I'm free of homework.
Me: Try doing mine. Start with BM.
Shahmi: What? Essays? What else you got?
Me: Add maths... Physics.
Shahmi: I don't take those.
Me: Of cause you don't. That's why I'm giving you my BM homework.
Shahmi: LOL.
Me: How's the holiday? Gone somewhere?
Shahmi: No. Just Pavillion.
Me: I knew you went at least somewhere!

So, that was some kinda' conversation I had with my cousin. He's my age. Taking Vocasional studies at SMTAA? Where's that again? Anyway, he's cool. And easy to talk to. Just when I was boarding the bus, I grab his attention and wrote something on the window. I wrote with my finger backwards so he could understand. It's a mind twister to read each letter I wrote since there's no gasss.... I wrote: "SPM TRIAL IN 2 MONTHS. GOODLUCK."

THEEE ENNNDDD~!

That's my wonderful extraordinare meetings in 2 days away to Genting Highlands. I'm surely remember this.

HAPPENED: Kejohanan Antara Teknik

Remember last year? I used to enter many K.A.T and distric competitions to represent my school. It was a lot of fun no doubt. From Scout marching all day to Sofbal practice until I get sunburn. Then missing choir practice because having a fever but ended up entering Solo. I never thought all those things I've done, even if I missed class and practiced until I faint all my life worth a while kept me going for more. I missed last year's K.A.T. Due to budget cut-down, only a few school competitions were held for this year. Not very happening.

For this year, it was a bummer. For me! Our school didn't send the scouts for the marching competition. If they did, I wouldn't have the mood for it anyway. Secondly, I didn't get the chance to play sofball for the districs and K.A.T. It would have been awsome FUN! It all happened because Miss Safinah dragged me in the Debate team. Why didn't I back off? URGH! Kinda' depressed. It wasn't much fun for me. I know for sure. I regret joining the debate. I had the worst memory carved in my mind. And I wish NO ONE, NOT ANYONE to mention 'it' ever again. Cause I've gone through it once, twice and again and again only to realize, I don't want to get involve with anything concerning 'it' again'. That, I will make sure of it. Thank you.

K.A.T Reka Cipta: SMT KL

K.A.T Sofball: SMT Kajang

K.A.T English Debate: SMT KL

K.A.T Football & Rugbi & Takraw & Netball: SMT Kuala Selangor

p/s: I have enough. Let it be the last of 'you'. To others, plz don't be concerned.

Happened in APRIL: Clean UP!

Before I get to the real point of my entry. This happened on the same day of my JUNIOR prefect post and it was on that day, it belonged to Yim Irfan's truly.

10th April: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOHD YIM IRFAN.

Gotong Royong. That was the big BUZZ that Saturday. I wake up extra early to join the Junior prefect intro, then I went straight off to Gotong-Royong. Everyone is involved, according to Papa Zamri instructions during Subuh Prayer. I certainly went. Mostly the whole school. Siapa tk pegi, lantak kau la. Pahala tk dpt, dosa kau dapat, siapa tau? I was the first one to be at my classroom. No surprise. I was extra early. I was bored. Then Qayya came. Then Muwaddah and Wan came. I took the chance to sweep the floor. One else was doing it. Qayya done some early preperations. Shedecorated the class with subject nothes and sticked them to the wall. It's not much but it's something. 5 Electric 4 was the least to participate. Look at what I got! I've swept the entire classroom floor and this is what it looks like!

HA! An entire wastebin is full! My classmates sits in a dump.

The Elite floor was a racket! I heard broken glass. It was BROKEN GLASS! A student, IDONTKNOWWHO from 5 Civil 1, acciedently broke a glass window while cleaning it. CRASH!!! KABUT KABUT! HAHA as I watch from above. I finished quickly and went down to 5 Mechanical 1. They certainly look merry cheerful. Most of the class came, even the outsiders. How I envy them. They were busy doing lots of things. Painting the walls, making subject notes, vision banner and ect. They surely work as a class. Great teamwork guys!

Yea! SPM. 10 A+ okay?

They even brought food! Thankiu.

Busy day, this is the busy life of Sekolah Menengah Teknik Gombak.

Bahasa Melayu:

Balik dorm....

Baring atas katil.

"Rindu dorm! Rindu katil kuh!"

"Aik. Boleh rindu katil ke?" Syira.

"Rasa cam satu hari tak balik dorm."

"Kau pergi mane Nono?" Izzatul.

"Aku dari pagi tadi pegi perjumpaan pengawas dgn junior. Jogging. Gotong-royong. PENAATT!"

"Ouhhh. Penat.. Tido tido." Hanis.

Hehehehe. Penat laa bongek. :P