They Happened

When was it that I happen to fall in Love with you? Ah! I think I have talked about these six boys before but I can't help falling in Love with them. BOYFRIEND. The six boy-member Korean Group debuted in early May 2011. With youthful spirits, good looks and full of charisma, I can't myself but to indulge myself with their music. It lightens my mood everyday. Their cute but yet mature concept to capture the heart of their fans have made them highly-known World-wide giving impact on the Korean Music Industry as one of the best rookie group this year. Why am I being so formal here?

Ahem! Ahem!

Today, I finally met the other two Admins of Boyfriend Loves Bestfriend's page on Facebook which I was hired as an admin as well. Of cause I do this on my own desire as well. Glad to be helping as well as keeping up to date with my favourite Korean stars. Both of the admins are still young, so I can call them my donsaengs (adik-adik). They hired me to take care of their page when they leave for a hiatus from FB until they finish their SPM. So in the meantime, I need to watch over the page. It isn't that hard.

Meeting them, was fun. We laughed like crazy and talked about random things. We ended our day together with a movie. Since I do want to treat myself as well as them to something before we go back being busy again with all the preparations for 2012.

It's nice to have friends with the same common interest as you. We hope to meet and become friends with more people like that. May our wishes come true as we keep supporting what we love. As for us, it's BOYFRIEND! 

:D :D :D 

Boyfriend Loves Bestfriends Forever!

Yes, I made this myself. A Fan Music Video of BOYFRIEND."How I wish for a perfect Boyfriend, when I got six!" - random BF quote.

Rock It Like This

Yea, I changed my Blog's appearance because I can. >//< Okay, big deal. Year 2012 is around the corner and I think I want to play a game. What game? Promise to play along will ya? OKAY! Let's play: "QUESTION OF THE DAY" Game!!! Jeng jeng jeng!! (Uhhh, dun wanna play?) I thought most people like games... If you don't want to play, it's OK, it's a game I can play by myself. Before I get to the game, lemme share a story.

On the way back from Johor the other day, a long day away... I was sent back home by my cousin Kak Linda. We talked about various things eventhough I wasn't that talkative type. But when she tabbed me to talk about K-pop, this automatic switch within me just went on. OK, I was that typical K-pop fan to her. She asked me why I liked K-pop? Simple answer, because it's entertaining. So, if I ask you why you like English songs? Or this kind of story, drama or movie? What would you say? Of cause some will simply say:

"Beeeessstttt!!!!"

"Because of the actor/actress."

"The song/singer is nice."

But what angers me or I'm sure anybody angry would be these kind of responses:

"Hmph! Just because the actor/actress/singers have a beautiful face, doesn't mean they produce quality music/movies/dramas etc."

And there will be fandom war like this:

"What's so great about K-pop?" "Malay songs sucks because they are all jiwang..." "That's why I listen to English songs because they are way awesome!"

OK, STOP.

I don't get a part of human society who criticize entertainment products so childish like this. Take a while, and think about who are about to say. I mean, people have different opinions and stuff they like because that is what makes people unique. I don't mind if I want to criticize if I'm crazy K-pop fan but it doesn't mean I dislike English or Malay songs as well. I still listen to them, enjoy them. Just, not as much as K-pop.


Then there's people who bash K-pop fans claiming we may love K-pop but say we're hopeless loss because we don't understand the lyrics. Hello, to random people! What is the use of the term translations if we don't use them? We live in and Intellectual world with the WWW! So I'm sure those who love songs in another language than their own are smarter than the ones who only listens to only songs in their own language because they're actually learning and being adaptive to other languages. See the benefits here?

 Girls Generation (SNSD) - The Boys

I'm not forcing anyone to love or even listen to K-pop because I listen to it on my own free will. It's just so happen some of my friends back in Technical School seem to enjoy it so it made me curious making me explore what K-pop is all about. Yea, I'm still new to it and sometimes I laugh at myself thinking back how I was being in the shoes of someone who doesn't know a thing about K-pop. So I've been on both sides of the field. It doesn't hurt to try something new, and you will experience new things that will make you learn about yourself and others.


Last statement to pound about: K-pop is just another form of entertainment. Whatever you find entertaining is good but don't insult others about what they feel is good for them because it is never wrong. Unless they did wrong. -.- (I hope that sounds right.)


Be cool about it because that what is entertainment is all about. Having a pretty face and doll up is what entertainers do to be the best for their fans. Do you want to bash them for what they do best? Do you want others to treat you that way for that exact particular reason? This all goes down to Respect.

Well, enjoy random people!

SISTAR - So Cool

[Yea, enjoy the translations.]

[[Cause, we can party like this. Welcoming 2012.]]

Sistar and brave sound! We’re number 1! 

The illest collaboration! Let’s get it started! 

I wanan rock! I wanna rock! I wanna rock!

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, sistar! 

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, party time! 

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, sistar! 

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, party time!

Are you kidding me? 

Is love just a joke to you? 

Why are you acting however you want? 

What’s so great about you that you have to hurt me? 

Will you please take away all your bullcrap?

I begged and begged for you to be unhappy
because i was upset, back then-back then i did
i begged and begged for you to break down
(it’s party time, party time)
but when i look back i just laugh

I feel so cool-cool, i washed my eyes and looked around
cool-cool-cool there’s no other girl like me
i feel so cool-cool, even if you look here and there
cool-cool-cool there won’t be another girl like me

Yeah i feel so cool-cool! Yeah i feel so e-e-e
yeah i feel so cool-cool! Yeah i feel so cool-cool! Yeah i feel so e-e-e
yeah i feel so cool-cool!

I’m so cooled like iced tea
throw away all regrets priceless
half of the world are you guys, i won’t cry because of you
i won’t pitifully hang on to you, no! Let you know, one thing straight
being hot is nothing compared to being cool-cool-cool

I begged and begged for you to be unhappy
because i was upset, back then-back then i did
i begged and begged for you to break down
(it’s party time, party time)
but when i look back i just laugh

I feel so cool-cool, i washed my eyes and looked around
cool-cool-cool there’s no other girl like me
i feel so cool-cool, even if you look here and there
cool-cool-cool there won’t be another girl like me

Yeah i feel so cool-cool! Yeah i feel so e-e-e
yeah i feel so cool-cool! Yeah i feel so cool-cool! Yeah i feel so e-e-e
yeah i feel so cool-cool! I’m alright

Sistar! Ah high, so cool, we’re cool
uno, dos, tres, cuatro
sistar, ah high, so cool, we’re cool

There won’t be a way back for me, but don’t hold onto me
(don’t wanna be a fool)
instead of miserably paired up, i’d rather be glamorously single
i’m going to be cool now

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, sistar! 

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, party time! 

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, sistar! 

Rock it like this, hey! Rock it-rock it like this, party time!

BLOGWALKING

doing some blog-walking. reading random emotion spiller on people's posts and stuff makes me cry. why? they remind me how much i miss my friends. everyone is growing up. i can no longer be a child anymore and yet, these tears are coming slowly.

I wish some things stay the same.

Comic Fiesta

Comic Fiesta was hectic. May it be my first and last visit. I'm traumatized with big crowds because of it. Damn you Haziq, which part of it you say it's fun? He said that I'm emitting good luck that I can win him a prize he wants. Oh! Jolly world. That's all... Besides that today, I met some random people today - Well I'm freaked out. OK, I just want to share this random photo edit.

Hell yea! I'm a Poke'mon.

Always wanted one of these. It's worth it.

I believe it makes people happy wearing it.

I make a cute Pikachu!

Jo Kwangmin ah will be happy.

Teehee! ;D

My Boyfriend, Kwangmin who loves Pikachu.

Fall in love with me too? *gedik*

I see RED

I don't have class today.

That's how free I am to write this post.

 Yea, be jealous of me now..

OK, just kidding.

Yea, but I'm kind of free today.

The faculty is off a day.

And I feel like posting this today,

Even though it happened yesterday...

Yea, I see RED yesterday.

RED RED RED.... RED!

Tuesday, many wore BLACK,
but yesterday I saw lots and lots of RED.

It looked Hot. HAHA.

Just Kidding.

RED is Awesome right?
I'm on a hunt for another day when the Faculty is tainted by a majority of the same colour, again!
Weeee ~~

Song of the Day

Conor Maynard, this song makes me drool ~

I'm gonna make this my new theme song;
because you're awesome like that!
 This songs gives me meaning. XOXO

i`ve been watching you from here
hoping that you`ll overhear
my heart, it beats loud and clear
it`s all, it`s all for you
anything i try and be
you can`t help but oversee
why can`t you believe in me
you`re blind, you`re blind off of me

you know i want you
been trying every
way that i could do
trying my best to prove
that i`m good for you
but as i face the truth
no it will never be you

i`ve been trying, trying, trying to be strong
but i, i, i was so wrong
lying, lying to myself is all i do
cause you`ve been doing this to me for so long

i came marching in this war
cause fighting makes me want you more
please don`t go and prove me wrong
girl can`t you see that i love you

you know i want you
been trying every
way that i could do
trying my best to prove
that i`m good for you
but as i face the truth
no it will never be, ohi`ve been trying, trying, trying to be strong
but i, i, i was so wrong
lying, lying to myself is all i do
cause you`ve been doing this to me for so long

i`ve been trying, trying, trying to be strong
but i, i, i was so wrong
lying, lying to myself is all i do
cause you`ve been doing this to me for so long

Eclipse

There's an Eclipse today, but I didn't see it. Eventhough, I tried finding it. I failed. ;(

Oh, it's OK. To those who has witnessed it today, lucky you. You have seen another miracle from ALLAH S.W.T. Subahanallah. He's the Al-Mighty who has power over each and every thing in and beyond of this universe. Don't ever forget that.

In today's post, I want to record all the bits and pieces of happiness that I have collected in the past few days. If you have been following my entries, I had been quite of loner and very sad. I've been finding ways to improve myself and way of thinking. I gave a lot thought to my friends and family. Life is tough; never easy. So, all is left to do was move on. Here I am. Loving the life I have been given by GOD.

I'm trying so hard to love what I have and who I am. It's not that bad at all about my life. I'm waking up everyday, going somewhere to meet people, study and gain knowledge - I can be grateful that my life isn't worse than others out there who are less unfortunate. So I would like to remind my friends; and to myself at least, to be happy. Say thank you everyday to GOD who gave you life. A chance to live and gain knowledge about HIS blessing and fortune. All the feelings I've been feeling are real, and I can say "I AM HERE."

Yes, I miss them this much.
Skuad 4 SMT Gombak - 2009/2010

I've became admin, AdminHyunseongAA~~ of BoyfriendLovesBestfriend FB fanpage

Weeeee~ I made two new friends; the owners of the page.

This is just a part of me.

BF 0526

You just gotta' Love Boyfriend.

If you don't understand, I do.

Boyfriend's 3rd Single - I'll be there, was released today!

I'm so proud of my Boyfriends & I'll always be a supporting fan.
I'm a Loyal Bestfriend. ;D HEHEHE.

Asianfanfic: Boyfriend Coffee House
This links goes to my new fanfic at Asianfanfic.com. It stars Boyfriend and I hope many will read and subscribe to it. I updated a new chapter especially for this day to celebrate the release of their new single.

They look daebak!

beats by dr.dre

"People aren't hearing all the music. Artists and producers work hard in the studio, perfecting their sound. But people never really hear it with normal headphones. Most headphones can't handle the bass, the detail, and the dynamics. Bottom line: the music doesn't move you.

With Beats, people are going to hear what the artists hear and listen to the music the way they should: the way I do." - Dr. Dre.

Hello happy December. Yes, I bought myself a pair of Beats. They are expensive and no, I didn't buy something worth RM1900+ off my back. I'll end up with zero allowance this semester if I did. And my parents will kill me - seriously they'll hunt me down; never giving me money again. ;(

I went shopping yesterday; alone, HAHA - and I got tempted by the product so I tried them out. I had to. When the shop-keeper helped me testing them on, as the music started: I was hearing the music so differently. It didn't change the lyrics and music, NO! DON'T BE SILLY. But rather, the sound was clearer. Even the little details became clearer. If you had listen through your own earphones and such - the sound; as for me, was much slower and may be the bass was more enhance and stuff but not for Beats. They enhance everything, suiting to how the music was made. That is what Dr. Dre meant by how they perfecting the sound.

So I'm here: I bought myself a pair of Beats solo HD for RM70. Believe me, ONLY RM70 after a promotion. Originally it could sell for RM100++ but I got it for a cheaper price. I guess it could be because of the Christmas sales. What's different about this version and the earlier version just now. Not much, only the on at the further top was the Studio version but I think they serve all just the same. The one I bought is smaller, lighter thus cheaper. Now I fully understand why they are consider big prizes for MAMA. xD

Worth getting it myself for free if I could.

There are other versions as well. And throughout the world, there are Beats will different kind of designs and colours. They look oh so awesome!

Ah, this one is suitable for those with iPods, Mp3 players. To quickly change the song, pause it - because you don't need to fidget your Mp3 player with its different features. I should bought this instead, shouldn't I? DAMMIT. Ahahaha ~

I Laughed Out Loud

Not going back home for the weekends and holiday... So my friend, Azeem asked me out to a book fair in Petaling Jaya. We spent long hours just getting there and going back to UiTM. What happened was when sending me back to Mawar, he was nervous because the security guard likes asking questions to unauthorized people who drive their own vehicle into the UiTM grounds. Here it is:

Pak Guard: *looks at us seriously*

Azeem: *think, shows student card*

Pak Guard: Where are you going?

Azeem: Uhh, I want to send my friend to the Faculty of Education.

Me: *looks at Azeem* What?!

Azeem: *confused*

Pak Guard: If so, you have to turn around and go to Section 17

Azeem: o__0 *damn*

 "Um.. NO! Actually I'm going to drop off my friend at Mawar College."

*drives through*

Me: LOLOLOLOLOL. How could you say Faculty of Education? Faculty of Education?! SERIOUSLY Azeem? How long have you been studying at INTEC?

Azeem: I don't know!!! I'm not good with security guards and I get nervous. And NO ONE wants to back me up. Thanks Ainul!

Me: LOL.

Azeem: OH C'mon! I instantly think of you, TESL and the Faculty of Education. I wanted to say Architecture... or ENGINEERING!

Me: Yea, I believe you. Yea.. LOL.

That was the lamest joke Azeem. But thanks to you, I laughed so much today. I had fun hanging out with you and your friend, Ijat(Aizat); hope to see him again soon.

 The friend who shares my hobbies and interests. The story teller and listener; Meet Azeem. My INTEC buddy. I couldn't find a better photo of him since this is the only one on our first encounter at TESL Square.

Trolling. xD

We can make a difference

Today I followed a talk at my Faculty about protecting our nature; our wildlife and why they are important to us. The speaker of the talk was very talented and he gave us a very enthusiastic talk about our tigers being endangered species. Yes people, tigers are endangered species on this planet. Did you know that there are actually 3000 tigers world wide? Only 500 tigers are living here in Malaysia.

WWF, isn't that fighting show but is known as World Wildlife Fun Fund-raising something*. can't remember its name; is NGO to preserve our wildlife. While we are sitting here in front of our laptops, typing away we are using electricity. We use a lot of water everyday for cleaning, drinking... The furniture we sit on, lay down on to be comfortable, remember what they are made off? Natural resources from forests. Even for forests in Malaysia, we can't be too sure how long they will last.

This talk about the relationship between us, humans and Nature made a lot of us TESLIANS think today. One person or another, a little bit or too much has opened their eyes to the important of this responsibility we hold for our nature. Our green future! You may want to stop and think for a while, what is WWF all about because I just known about it today and felt good attending this brief talk today.

Even at first we entered the hall for the sake of being and participating for the faculty. Nobody's time was wasted into listening to this talk.

A banner made by our Faculty of Education seniors. Hand prints of the speakers of WWF and the students. :)

Introducing my new friend & classmate Harith. My dirty hands.

The video that rose our awareness. Share. :) 

Hoped you liked it.

My New Semester

Hello. My new semester of Asasi TESL is going to start soon, tomorrow I'll be returning to my college; Mawar but I haven't actually packed my things yet. I'm actually eager to go back anyways because I'm looking forward to who my room-mates may be. They say that our room-mates back at Mawar are already assigned by the college higher-ups. I don't have any real complaints about that, but I only hope I will get along with my future room-mates at Mawar throughout my second semester, InsyaAllah. I'm going to miss Farah, Hazreen and Izzatul. :'(

Besides that, let's talk about my new class. There's no actual streaming even though one of my lecturers said we were ought to be sorted out. Erm.. For my second semester, out of all 5 groups created for this semester, I'll be working together with Group D. I only took a brief look at the list of names but I cannot recognize most of my new classmates but I also have a few good friends from my old group in my new class. So I hope to settle down calmly enough. I'm going to study at my best to achieve my new goals.

Foundation of TESL, I'm going to succeed! Fighting. :D

MUET soon

Err, I haven't studied much for this MUET. I don't think I will do well. But I will try to answer it with full confidence. I understand that this exam is to test our abilities to interpret data and analysis them. Write them all down to answer the given task. So, goodluck to all MUET takers 2011. Let's wrap it up.

To my dearest little FB sister, Neechan, sorry for keeping you up at this time. Hmm, let's keep our fan girl mode to moderation. *laughs* P/S: Hyunseong daebak daebak more than your Kyuhyun!!!

P/SS (Neechan) : DON'T BE SO MEME. It's creepy. LAWL!

I'm Your Boyfriend

This person, ME, is currently addicted to BoyFriend Korean's boyband. Yay ~

It has almost been 3 months since they started debuting but they are coming out pretty amazing for a rookie Kpop group internationally. I remember well when I first stumble upon their first MV Boy Friend on my friend's wall promoting this group. "You may choose your favourite but the yellowed hair guy is mine." She wrote as a comment. AH ~ At first I didn't take any interest in them because their MV was kinda childish. But as they grew to become more popular, I tried watching again, and instantly I came to like them. Afterwards, I was in dream land. I can't remember why.

I guess I can say they are the first Korean group that I ever fall in love with. I listen to their songs everyday, I watch them on Youtube everyday - I just go crazy over them that I turn into a fangirl mode everytime I see them viral. Even though they aren't really smiling or truly waving at me; just the camera, I just feel stunned in front of my PC that I smile up to my ears that in hurts. Their favourite past time - doing aegyos, to make them look cute in front of the audience or best known as fan service: Seriously, it works. I will go: "STOP BEING SO CUTE, YOU'RE KILLING ME." "I FEEL LIKE DYING." So that's why I'm writing. A last will. HAHA, Not really, Just Kidding.

I feel I kind of understand BoyFriend's concept to promote themselves. Thanks to Starship entertainment, lots and lots of fans are getting to know the BoyFriend members a lot everyday. In my personal opinion, for all single girls (fans), knowing them is like a dream come true. As for me, the favourite member must be a close ideal guy for the girls. It works for me. I know who's my favourite Boyfriend in this group and I think all reviews written about him are pretty close to what I'm looking in a guy to be my Boyfriend. (Now, this sounds mushy already.) xD

For a Kpop group to be this awesomely popular just about their debut - How am I suppose to take my mind of them? I just want them to do well in their work and keep on singing.

BoyFriend fighting!

:D

ANOTHER YEAR OF MIRACLES

Another Year of Miracles. I was inspired by a friend to come up with a title as mushy as this. Okay, I'm behind this mushy title.To those who followed my blog way back, I used this title as my blog header. The meaning behind it, I want to say that my passing years during high school was my miracle. I conveyed much of my past wishes in those years in this blog. Okay, enough of that.

I think this title left a mark in my blogging life since I used to write such full-hearted post where I smile, I laugh, I cried and such. High school for me has all those up and down. Now that I am a University student, I only could sigh to reminisce the memories. I know now that those memories aren't beautiful but they also portray who I was. I want to make that my strength. If I can achieve lots of my wishes (goals) back then, I'm sure I can do the same in the present. I just need to work harder than the past. I have to change my mindset too.

Just because I don't have a lot of friends, I don't have any at all. Just because a lot of people say a lot of bad things about me, I should be torn down. I need to move up. I'll try my best to be me. A better me. Going to smile everyday.

This is a screenshot from when I finished my Dance relay competition for MAMA. The one behind me is my neighbor + cameraman. He has helped me a lot. Whether I win or not, I'll accept whatever decision they make tomorrow. I will be half-regret about not winning 1st place because Boyfriend isn't attending MAMA. HIHI.

Wangsa Walk and KHJ

Hello friends. How is everyone? I'm fine. I just got back from Wangsa Walk; spending my time with my friend Diela, a friend of mine from NS. We had fun karaoke and watched a movie. Though, the movie didn't peek my interest that much since it was a Malay comedy movie. I can't get into it much. But it was fun at most parts and thank Diela, I had a great time with you today. Now I'm exhausted!

On the way home, my father brought along the package that I was notified being sent to me dismorning by an anonymous mailman who called me on my cellphone on my way to the LRT station. I was nervous about it all day since he asked for my name and IC number. I was glad for there was a real package waiting for me so I opened it to relieve the curiosity about why a person from a TV station sent me a package? What relations I had with it? I was quite excited to get home myself to open but I can't stand it and went ahead and opened it in the car. Here is what I got:

Kim Hyun Joong's First Mini Album : Break down

My reaction the car was hectic until my cellphone slipped through my hand to the ground. Only my father knew how noisy I was in the car. I couldn't believe my eyes that his album was in my hands right that moment. Now I remember. I entered a contest conducted by Hot.fm which promoted Kim Hyun Joong's First Mini Album. At that time, I was his craziest fan who wanted to meet him so much and hear his songs everyday. He made a visit in Malaysia during September, I think at Pavillion, Times Square, Mid Valley. I wrote a reminder so that I can plan on meeting him but I guess I didn't make it but knowing I won his album was a big relief for me.

I can't remember what I wrote to get my entry to win but I'm very grateful and I want to thank Hot.fm for choosing my entry as one of the winners. Thank you. =)


One of the soundtrack listed - KHJ : Yes I Will

Kim Hyun Joong, you will always be my Prince. Fighting!

:D

TAGGED

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player must answer the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 12.58PM

Name: Ainul Aiman binti Mohd Nor Azman

Sisters: she's annoying and sensitive (like me)

Brothers: quiet, funny and loveable

Shoe Size: size 5 (hihi, nice)

Height: 156cm tall.

Where do you live: Taman Sri Gombak

Favorite drinks: Mocha

Favorite breakfast: Toast with eggs

Have you ever been on a plane? : Yes

Fallen asleep in school? : Lost count since I'm in University now.

Broken someone's heart : I think so. (How are suppose to know?)

Fell of your chair: Once in a while back in school.

Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call: Nope.

What is your room like: Spacious! (but right now it's messy)

What's right beside you? : Malaikat Raqib dan Atid

What is the last thing you ate: Rice

Ever had

Chicken Pox: Can't remember. Yes.

Sore throat: The worse if eating Durian. (pernah what??)

Stitches: Not yet in my life.

Broken nose: Never.

Do you

Believe in love at first sight: Yes, I've been through that stage before.

Like picnics: Yes - sunny weathers and friends.

Who was, were the last person; you danced with : My classmates in Asasi.

Last made you smile : SHINee's Hello Baby

You last yelled at : I rarely yell at people. RARELY..

Today did you

Talk to someone you like : No, I woke up and there's nobody there.

Kissed anyone : No.

Get sick : Healthy as can be.

Talk to an ex : Why???

Miss someone : My mom, family in the UK.

Eat : Yet to do on my list.

Best feeling in the world : Patience.

Do you sleep with stuffed animal: :D

What's under your bed: My stuff. Just stuff.

Who do you really hate: REALLY HATE? Nobody, generally speaking: hate few.

What time is it now: 1.01 PM

5 things i were doing 10 years ago

1. Playing with friends in the neighborhood.

2. Riding my bicycle.

3. Have a big obsession of Digimon and Pokemon.

4. Bullying my younger brother.

5. Hiding my feelings for my first crush.

5 things on my to-do list today.

1. Clean my room.

2. Shopping for groceries.

3. Open Maybank account.

4. Surf the web.

5. Cook something.

5 snacks I enjoy

1. Ice cream.

2. Chocolates.

3.Tutti Fruity!

4. Famous Amos.

5. Popcorn.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1. Have a house in Korea, Malaysia and Japan.

2. Education reasons. Open a tuition center.

3. Travel with family.

4. Sedekah.

5. Make a movie.

5 of my bad habits

1. I annoy people.

2.Tend to forget things easily.

3. Have a bad ego; pessimistic.

4. Bad social skills.

5. Procrastinate a lot.

5 places I have lived in

1. United Kingdom. (1993-1999)

2. Petaling Jaya. (1999-2000)

3. Taman Melati. (2000-2004)

4. Gombak. (2004- present)

5. Sungkai, Perak. (January - March 2011)

5 people I'm tagging

1) Muhammad Nurhaziq.

2) Khalishan Alias.

3) Ruqayya Fuad.

4) Wan Putri Zulaiqha.

5) Who else reads this. YOU'RE TAGGED. :-)

J-Drama: Last Friends

Enough of K-drama, I moved to watch a little J-drama. So this time I watched a Japanese Drama called "Last Friends". I've been quite intrigued by the idea of wanting to watch it for a long time now since the DVD of this drama has been on the shelves at shops and I didn't pay attention to it until now. But now I've had some time, I watched it somehow, non-stop on my lappy here - "This a quite a difficult drama to watch." Very indeed. It has lots to do with conflicts I never thought of getting myself into but I believe it really happens in real life. What conflicts? - Domestic Violence, Gender Identity Disorder, Incest. From one episode to one episode I took a great deal of brain power to digest every situation happening in that drama to pull out the message that was trying to be conveyed in it. I'm not good at making assumptions but I had my own opinions of life around me.

In short about "Last Friends", the story revolves around Michiru and her best friend from middle school Ruka as they once met again after being separated for 4 years. Michiru moves in with her boyfriend Sousuke, a civil worker but as time moves on with them both living together, Sousuke used violence against Michiru. This leads to Michiru asking Ruka for help and protection. Ruka lives in a sharehouse with Eri and stewardess, and her senior Ogura, plus Takeru, moves in afterwards. Problems on the surface, Michiru being fearful towards Sousuke because using violence to take control over Michiru; Ruka as a motocross racer being fearful of a gender disorder, Takeru hiding a secret that he cannot tell about his trauma. Whether all these problems will dissolve while all of them living together and saving each other holds happiness for them in the future when it was already impossible. [I don't think I want to give away spoilers of the ending because this drama has a very sad ending.]

Photos of the people living in the sharehouse, and their cups. Cuuutteee~ !

I would like to recommend people to watch this drama because I'm sure that not many people would understand the conflict that some people have which some will keep secret. I think we can take the hidden message implied in this drama as a clue to what we; as a society can do to help our friends and support each other when life gets hard. I can't really write a good message about the drama but I found another blogger who wrote one that left a deep impression about this drama in myself.

Clicky here: The Hidden Message.
 [Okay it's someone's review on the last episode.]

Even though watching this drama gave a hard time to understand and everything but I can really get into it and try to understand how the characters must be feeling. And to have the tragic conclusion to their problems, AH THE MISERY!!! WHY? So people, watch Last Friends and who knows who might be your last friend in your life. Have a nice day.

After storm

Hee, after my long silence I finally want to post something. Today, I see many of my UiTM friends seem excited about their first final results. Surely, most of us were worried, and as for me, I was no exception. My first semester as a Foundation student in TESL, knowing English wasn't easy for the first time. Just so you know, it's quite the challenge. So, my results are so and so but I should at least be happy that I didn't fail and don't need to repeat any courses. Yup!

Moving on! Beside telling about the results I received today I'm actually excited to blog about this.

The 2011 MAMA: Music Makes One Song Dance Relay competition. I wanna enter! I wanna enter!

The requirements to enter this competition are simple: make roughly and 90second video of you dancing(shuffling) to support your Stars nominated in the MAMA awards and post in on the Mnet's MAMA awards Facebook. At first I thought it was a cool event but as I looked and read the competition for sometime now, the first prize to get an Invitation to the 2011 MAMA awards in Singapore is the real deal for me. To have a chance to stand on stage with the Korean stars is like a dream come true.

I never been to concerts big as this, and this is just a Song Festival kinda thing. I wouldn't mind going and I've been dreaming to meet with my favourite K-pop stars like: Boyfriend, Super Junior and Kim Hyun Joong. They will are be there! This is a great chance. The only thing that will hold me back is my family's approval.

Please, oh please. I want to realize this dream of mine. I will put in a lot of my effort into this if they just say yes. ^w^

New post

Hello everyone. Sorry for not posting anything for too long. HEHE. I was too lazy to update. Lots has happened to me for the past few weeks and it's a shame I've been leaving this blog hanging for a long time now. If you excuse my absence and still await my updates, I shall tell the few moments of my slow moving life to you. Hmm, I apologize once again because I haven't been writing for a long time but I'm still reading some of the blogs I'm currently following. That's a relief. And I changed the song on my blog plus the header. LOL. This time the theme is Boyfriend. I'm into this Kpop band right now so everytime you may be clicking into my blog-space, you'll see the Boyfriend Header first. Hope you liked it. So, see you around.

Woo~

Working My Butt Off

I'm currently working as a Waitress at CoffeeBox. I didn't think much how tiring this job may seem and when I finally worked there for the third day now, it's tiring to death. My feet are sore, I can barely walk with my legs wearing out; OUCH!

I work so late today, I finished my shift at 1.00a.m.because I took a leave in between to send my family off to the United Kingdom. I tried to act so strong; I decided not to cry but I did. Before I knew they were entering that gate, pearls of water were streaming down my cheek. I was like, "What the hell?" - In conclusion, I was still human. I can't be too strong after all.

My cousin, sent me back and now staying at my house; she told me how worried everybody is. I am half-hearten whether I should stay with my cousin at Shah Alam - which is a very good idea indeed since it is easy to transport to her house and to my MUET workshop + tests, OR stick with my job; which I am fond of now and take really good care of myself until I find the right time to quit. Oh dammit. I can't decide, and I'm tired. So that's all for today. Goodnight.

HANA YORI DANGO FTW!

To those who are big fans of Boys Over Flowers(BOF), Sorry. I just love Hana Yori Dango(HYD) more than BOF! Yeah, I've just finished watching the original J-Drama HYD; both seasons and it was the best damn thing ever that's happened to me today. Besides going to working for the first time. That's another story.

I never really watched BOF from the start until the finish but I tried so hard to find out why people liked that Drama from Korea so much. But until I can't stand it so much, I quit watching because it was damn so frustrating and I couldn't make out the storyline. To top it off, it was all unbelievable! Just like Makino Tsukushi would say it. HEHE. I could comprehend and make out what HYD so much easier than BOF. I will state a few reasons why I had fun watching it so much.

As watching HYD, I remember a few scenes that were similar to BOF but that's what made me think and state that HYD was more comprehensible than BOF. OK, to be frank I couldn't remember BOF's story very well but I'm pretty sure some parts of  BOF that was over the top. In BOF, Jun Pyo had a fear of the water but in HYD, Domyouji didn't have that fear. Just another reason for Jan Di to be saved by Ji Hoo and to get kissed by Jun Pyo after saving him from drowning in the pool. It didn't look like a real accident. I get the picture what BOF tried to do but it didn't convinced me just how HYD did. In similar situations, Makino, always gets saved by Hanazawa in many tight situations but it took time for him to actually accept he's helping her as he was annoyed by Makino at first. Makino accidental kiss with Domyouji that she tried to prevent him from fighting with Hanazawa but ends up Domyouji fell on Makino; you can figure out the rest.

Another reason for me fantasizing HYD over BOF was the roles played in F4. Yea, Korean boys have pretty faces; (including you! Kim Hyun Joong! - inner self) but in BOF, I don't see much roles played by the other two friends of Jun Pyo and Ji Hoo. They were most of their time, "OK," "WE'LL GO WITH YOUR PLAN." and stuff alike. No boy love there. :( Rather than in HYD, all of the F4 boys played their part very actively and how they really cared for Makino as Domyouji's love interest and their friend really shows. The friendship built between the F4 members were really crucial in my aspect. I think all their hardships in the story made come thru because of their strong friendship so I was really looking forward to any F4 action.

The reason BOF irritates me the most actually was for Jan Di's and Jun Pyo's over and over delay of their true feelings. Is it only me thinking this way that Korea has too much money to do so many episodes for one drama unlike Japan who makes 10 or 11 episodes for one Drama? Give me a break! Within a short amount of time anything can happen and can be solved. Climaxes and resolutions happened in BOF takes a lot more longer than I expected compared to what happened in HYD. The setting of how two major characters get stuck in an elevator rather in a Ferris Wheel, The setting of Makino seeing Domyouji in New York for only three days by herself rather than the whole F4 doing everything to get her to see Jun Pyo doesn't see more real? It's UNBELIEVABLE!

Jan Di gets too much. Even for how she came to attend a Super Rich school on a scholarship! In the end, the person who gives that scholarship to her is also Jun Pyo's mother turns out to hate her and regretted she gave that scholarship now pushes her away cruelly? I mean, Come ON! Who in the world told you to give her the scholarship in the first place. That was a pure mistake. Makino on the other hand worked her way into attending the school who is own by Domyouji's mother. Pure effort there. It just makes the whole process of Makino and Domyouji all so meant to be.

Makino; "I want to enroll Eitikou because I admire Shizuka-san."
Hanazawa, "You really admire her so much?"

Domyouji, "If you really like Hanazwa so much, he will like you in return. Because you are the girl I APPROVE of."
Makino, "Eh?"

"Then, what should we do about this?" Akira.
"Don't underestimate Makino's and Tsukasa's love. Their bond is a lot stronger than you think," Hanazwa.
"You're right. We are their best audience after all," Shojirou.

Me laughing at myself because I can remember a few lines.

Okay, Me tired of typing. It just so proves I love Hana Yori Dango soooo Much! It's better than Boys Over Flowers. HANA YORI DANGO FOR THE WIN!!!

From left: Sojirou Nishikado, Akira Mimasaka, Tsukushi Makino, Tsukasa Domyouji, Rui Hanazawa

Hana Yori Dango 1 DVD Cover.

Hana Yori Dango 2: Returns DVD Cover

Me, Comparing F4 Korea(above) and Japan(below). Love the one below. I still heart KHJ btw.

More sentimental Hana Yori Dango scenes.

Boys Over Flowers from Korea.

OH MY FAVOURITE!

The last scene of Hana Yori Dango 1. Tsukasa going off to New York and Tsukushi had to run after him.


"I need to tell you the most important thing, Arigatou!" - Tsukushi.
"You actually fell in love with me," - Tsukasa; sinister smile.
"Yes, I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!" - Tsukushi.
"Eventhough you're an Idiot, Selfish, and ..." -You can figure out what happened.

A-Cha! Mr. Simple

Why is Super Junior is getting so effin' Awesome? I can't help repeating the new added TEASER of A-Cha; the new song from Super Junior's 5th Album on YouTube. It's addictive. Save me from this effin' awesome sound wave.


This TEASER on A-Cha just takes my breath away everytime I play it.

But sorry Mr. Simple TEASER, it's not funneh. They just do some cool, close-up shooting of every member to make them look so hot. Yea, hot! Something Malaysian guys cannot do. Sorry ~ We don't hate Malaysian guys, still but it is something not worth copying if it's Malaysia. So, keep it real. Let Korea be Korea and Malaysia be Malaysia. Not awesome but the real Mr. Simple MV is so damn freaking Awesome. Hihi. Mr. Simple. XD



PS: K-POP is awesome when in includes Hot Guys or Girls dancing to such effin awesome music which we don't understand half of what they are singing. So I fail right there. I listen to K-POP and I don't understand it, but I love it anyway.

Me thinking out loud

"I thought Language was a mean to communicate with each other so we can better understand each other. But when two or more languages were created it just made things more complicated. That's how power over one Language to be the connection between people from all places take part of our lives but why people keep on misusing them and say improper things? It's because, we are humans who will regularly do mistakes; to remind ourselves to forgive and forget. Language was suppose to create bonds not to destroy them." -Me thinking Outloud

I'm taking the risk of voicing my mind out. Straight to the point, I think we should take matters very patiently especially when it comes to socializing with people. It takes a lot of courage and a great deal of patients to understand someone better. Asasi TESL from UiTM Shah Alam had an idea to bond with other Asasi TESL students from other campuses. But thinks had gotten worse for everyone now and people are disheartening the idea. a.k.a Group.

I don't mean to make anyone look bad but I want to set our mistakes as an example for many others for the future. We may be studying the same course but that hasn't prove we have the same ideas and understanding of our culture. We are way different than we expected. The culture brought from Shah Alam to other parts of UiTM campuses weren't very well-accepted. And we from Shah Alam can't actually accept their culture too. A misunderstanding? I don't know; I wasn't there. All I knew that we don't get along now.

Just because we are taking the same Programme, taking the same courses doesn't prove we have mutual instincts. It doesn't prove anything. I think it goes the same way for everything example for countries, races, schools and workplaces. We are working towards the same goal but because of simple disruptions and distractions, we fight over small mistakes and can hardly make a truce. Like a paradox, redemption never satisfy a lot of people in this world that ALLAH created for us. He still testify us in many ways but humans just won't give up and lower their ego to let go of their weaknesses. Is this a bad thing to do?

To wait for a time where everyone understand each other and respect each other; to love one another is far away from reality. I guess, this is where it comes down to what the Quran means by GOD IS AL-MIGHTY and AL-KNOWING. Subahanallah.

I'm High!

I'm High.

Transcribing makes me high.

I'm having fun transcribing.

Thus,

I cannot sleep...

...just not yet, that is.

Me hope test go well.

Ahahaha~

InsyaAllah. :)

Writing & Reding

Goodbye test day number Three! Good bye Malaysian Studies. That was really hectic. I wasn't really sure or confident answering that paper. OMAIGAWD ~ But now it's bye bye to Malaysians Studies and Hello Drama class. Hohohohohohohoho~

I didn't want to talk much about Malaysian studies though. I want to talk about my Writing and Reading tests done last Monday and Tuesday. To be frank, these finals made me mentally challenged because I never studied seriously for Writing and Reading. Honest! What do I have to do on these tests for Asasi TESL? Okay..

First of all, the Writing test is sorta' like the paper 1 in SPM where you have to write essays and stuff. Oh yeah. I love writing essays no doubt but I never really excelled in Writing class and all my assignments got lower than 70 marks. Actually around 60 marks. I wondered why. Of cause, I am weak at factual writting, in our language, exemplification essays; where you write something that is factual. I wasn't really good with my facts. My strong points were is story telling a.k.a Narrative essays where there's a plot in our writing. But all this test wants from us is to use all the skills we learnt in class inside the paper for the finals. It wasn't so hard but I didn't feel easy if I don't read the textbook.

Secondly is my Reading test. I also prepared myself for this test. Damn it was so boring reading for my reading test. I didn't know what to read just like my Writing test. Clueless what to revise on. I wasn't the only one but other Asasi TESL students were the same. Reading is all about figuring out how to read comprehension. And damn again I must say because the Reading test was too much to answer. Besides the many and many questions they gave me, it was also the many and many paragraphs I had to read over and over. My friend even counted how many paragraphs were in there to kill time. 52 PARAGRAPHS! No wonder I had a hard time. But it wasn't that difficult to figure out what the question wanted if we really paid attention what we had learnt in Reading class.

I think that's all I'm going to share. I still have Three papers to go and the Asasi Law students haven't start their finals yet. My cousin is taking Asasi Law. We want to go to I-City after the finals. But it doesn't end there, does it? We still have MUET waiting for us.

Who wants so MUET tips???

Sad, but. . . .

It's sad to know we're going to exchange classes next semester. It's sad that we won't be having the same noisy and fun environment that we usually have everyday at the faculty. It's sad that we won't have the same usual people we're going to hang out now and then.

I've learnt a lot from Class Group 1B/2011. I won't regret a thing. I heard a lot or read a lot of comments and do I too want to say, this has been my dream come true. Even though this is not; far from perfection to what I wished for but I remember hoping that it will turn out just like this. Laughing, crying... It's just shows how human I am still. Knowing you is a dream come true, knowing myself is a miracle indeed. I'm times I think I lost myself back there; I came to find that I can still hope.

Life is a journey and I have lots to learn form everybody. So, even if I have a different class and friends next semester; I'm just going to embrace the moment. I'm looking forward to getting to know everybody else from the Asasi TESL. I have no regrets - My first semester was heart beating.

All Day Raya

I have a Reading Test tomorrow and I can still go out raya? OMAIGOSH! I didn't sleep well last night. thanks to Suyaibah, I woke up at 8a.m. just as I requested if I fail to wake up. Thanks Sue. After waking up, I showered myself, put on a baju raya; the blue one and met up with the other Silat members.

Still don't understand?

I went to the Silat Cekak's Penyelia's Open House today. From 9a.m. dismorning, at UiTM Shah Alam, arrived at the Open House at 10a.m. Along with Suyaibah, Wanny and Diddy; the green leaves of the Club helped out get the Open House ready. After finishing, the Tuan Rumah's wife showed some holiday photos to us and I noticed something. One of their daughter's is a friend of mine at Hillcrest; Amalina - 3 Amal. I was like, "Woa, I know her. My friend is the daughter of the Silat Cekak's Penyelia." o__O

The Penyelia's family then made me somebody familiar in an instant. I was being so awkward because I was not that close with Amalina but we didn't have any real problems while knowing each other so I guess it was fine. All in all, at the Open House was so tiring. We were there for a whole day until Maghrib. After Maghrib, I brought the Silat members to have Raya at my house. The plan to have Raya at my house made me nervous all day. Uhuhuuu~ :( But all that washed away instantly when we got to my house. Everyone was comfortable and friendly. After eating some dinner, filling up our tummies with my Mom's delicious cooking, we head back to UiTM Shah Alam.

Woohoo~ What a Day. I'm tired. We're all tired. But I need to study! Until I'll post again, Bye. :)

Animangaki

Watashi ANIMAGAKI daisuki! ^^

I'm seriously in love with today's event where I traveled from Shah Alam to Sunway University just to go to my first Anime Festival. I wanted to go to one since I entered High School; being the OTAKU I was. OK, I was an OTAKU but now that passion wasn't as heated up as I was smaller. Besides that, I only was a fan for very few animes like Cardcaptor Sakura, Tsubasa Chronicles, Digimon, Naruto Shippuden, Ouran High School Host Club ect. To top it up, I always dreamed of Cosplaying but I don't have the time and money so meeting cosplayers would just do.

Going to Animangaki today wasn't planned thoroughly. I was in a rush so to my friends who wished to go to the event, there's still tomorrow. Invite friends, meet up at the gathering and have fun. It was a first time for me going to these kind of events, I felt awkward. I didn't know what to do. My friend Haziq who I brought along was the same; it was his first time too. We would always exchanged glances and ask each other, "Where to go next?" "What to do next?" But the funniest question we frequently ask each other was, "Who's that anime character?" LOLZ

Since we left the Anime world such a long time, we never got up to date and forgot all we knew about anime. Even the most common animes we used to watch when we were kids. How embarrassing. No matter how tiring circling the Hall so many times, we had a great time that we will never regret of going to. Another NEW experience! Next time I go to an Anime Event, I'll make sure to be prepared and invite lots of friends. See you again Animangaki. :)

I'm Sorry, I really am

Please Read Carefully.

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I'm a jerk. I've always being a jerk. Since I've been a jerk for all my life, all the past and current mistakes I've done to each and everyone of you is because of my stupidity. I'm not going to hide my flaws anymore or should I say you've already see them all. I'm the biggest procrastinator you've ever met that even made your studies more difficult to handle; during group work and so on. I'm the biggest sissy you've ever met since I try to put the blame on someone else and ignore what I've done wrong. But the most crucial part of me hurting everyone is my big annoying mouth.

Before meeting all of you, I know there's something wrong with my communication skills. But I didn't know what I said was so wrong that made everyone so offended. Was it something I said or something I didn't said? I noticed as time pass, how we treat each other became different; I was scared of what was the matter. I was even more scared if I didn't know my flaws I would continue to hurt your feeling more. But that still happened anyway because of my slowness; my selfishness not getting to know everyone of you better. I didn't realize what I did or say would hurt anyone if since they didn't say anything in return. I took that kindness for granted by not saying anything to hurt me in return. It was all not to make me feel bad.

I became to think too much and take initiative to isolate myself since I didn't know what I've done wrong and nobody would tell me. I thought isolating made me feel better by not hurting anyone with my so-called-honest-opinion. But the pressure of not expressing myself got the better of me and I would tend to "post" stuff online to make me feel better but on the other side of the story, another person is hurt. I thought it was okay since my stupid posts aren't getting any feedback. I was feeling secure due to the fact, "Maybe it's OK still if I just be myself."

Somebody asked me what is being myself is to me; I thought it was the freedom of expression. I want to believe that what I thought is what I did but after lots of thought, I was wrong. When I reflected myself in the past and the present; I'm still the old annoying person who can act so proud when there's nothing much about myself to be proud of. I'm still this average person who makes all these mistakes; thinking 'I'm just human', and didn't give a second thought what others might think. Sometimes I think I'm the kind of person who has a personality crisis - TAKDE PENDIRIAN TETAP. Always bouncing to one conclusion to another. When the solution is clearly; "I've done something wrong; I need to apologize." "I wasn't there for him/her, I wasn't being supportive." "I didn't clearly explain myself; that's why they are not talking to me." That's why everyone is ignoring me now.

I'm not asking much. I'm not even asking for the impossible like to turn back time. Now, from the bottom of my heart, I apologize to all my friends from Group 1B for hurting your feelings. Sorry Ain, for making you feel like the bad guy in my past post. Sorry to Nabihah and to Bazilah for taking lightly of your advices. I'm a person who needs to change and I should know better that changing isn't something simple as ABC and how serious my situation is. I'm sorry to everyone on of you from the top of the list; Afina to the end of the list; Shadiqah for not knowing you guys personally. I'm been the worst classmate you've ever had to deal with this semester. I know we still have less than 3 weeks being a Group and you can ignore me all you want, but I just want to let you know: I'm really sorry for not caring how you guys may feel for what I've done all this time. I'm still just another messed up person not knowing how I manage her life properly in University. Not knowing how to be a Good Friend.

I'M VERY SORRY.