another thingy

I found this in one of my random files. huhuu~ I love it; though it is just another photo of me. Though a beautiful one. I feel like being in Wonderland! So I edited it. And I'm gonna put as my desktop. Whadd'ya you care? hehe. Merepek lagikk!

Anyway, I read some posts of my closest friends. One about Haziq too. And uhh~ Somehow, it get me thinking. I've been quarrentined all this time, during the final days till my exams. Honestly I didn't do much. Now after hearing what's been going on with my friends at school, even the little things, I feel awful about myself. Tomorrow is my finals and I haven't studied a thing. Now, I decided to wake up and move on. Somehow, I got inspired a little.

In short of terms: I WILL STUDY! I'LL DO MY BEST FOR THE FINALS.

Principle Hjh Puteh

She's going to move out from SMTG ang move into another school. For SMTG, we will have a new principle from Teknik Port Dickson. hmm... Today was the Farewell Ceramony for Hjh Puteh. I cannot say I was sad or anything but in this ceramony I learnt to respect her greater. The prefects were the ones who organize this ceramony and it turned out alright. I guess... Anyway, I've done my part of the show, being one of the many greating the arrival of the Principle, and joining the prefect choir... It was enough for me at least! Bad news, I have serious eye problem. It's swelling. If you all can see me now, It's red and it's already half swellen. Not much a view. In anycase, I want to congratulate the principle for conductiong SMTG with much sucess and I hope this farewell means a lot to her. I hope she does much better in her new school as well.

final EXAM

I'm going have my final exams this week. Sooo... please pray for my well-being and sucess okay? I don't have high hopes to get straight A's but I will do what I can to get as many as I can. Streaming next year? Not worried the slightest. Whatever happens, I'll keep doing my best. Fine. After the exams, it's the last of our days in SMTG and hostels this year. And I'll be a senior next year. Looking forward to it. SPM? Oh my gosh! This is going to be a long shot to the finals. I'm wishing all the best to everyone for their exams. Tataa~

the worst 2 weeks of my life

I want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh god. When I say two weeks, I mean two weeks at the Hostels. I don't want to rant of anything but seriously, I need to get off some depression off my back for once. I hate it. For these 2 weeks, I've been annoyed, ignored and pushed to the limit and nobody actually cares to ask, "Are you okay?" That's it, people around me kinda' suck. It reminds me how reality shows that nothing is easy and I know that so why people bother telling me that over and over. Seeming it is already hurts me really bad!

First subject- Balacii. Everyone in class calls me that. I can get the picture that SMTG hates the Prefect organasation to the point the rant up on us everyday. Looking at the situation, I'm the only prefect in my class and they have no feelings, no idea how hard for me to listen to their mockings to me and the organasations everyday. I feel like I want to shut them up but who was I to do that? To them I'm powerless and I know, they still mock me till now. Have I ever treated them that way? NO! I'm not that kind of person.

Second subject- Dormates. Not enough of school? My dormates had been busy lately. Busy being loud at night. Have ever heard of "A girl needs her beauty sleep?" I don't think so. I'm sooo not proud to like being in a dorm whose talent to keep on blabbering about nonsense every night keeping the lights on till 2 a.m. How can I get any sleep. Plus they are talking about stuff which shouldn't be their stuff to butt in. Oh god! What they keep on blabbering about hurts me. I seriously don't like people talking some bad stuff directly to my ear. If there's something they are not satisfied about, keep it to themselves NOT talk so openly and let the whole block know about it. They'll only make things bad for themselves. DUUUH~!

Third subject- Couples. Couples are sweet but not everyone finds the true meaning of it. It surprises me that how couple can be a bad thing now. People are always dating here and there, I don't really care as long as they are happy but now it's just annoying. How can couples be soo into each other till the point I see it now is useless? If couples are seriously in love, take it someplace else privately and don't be so pumped up to it and show it to the world. NO. Couple-ing is not something to be proud of and believe me. It is not. Be happy with who you are and those who love you. That's all.

Sorry if I had to rant. But these two weeks have been making me MAD. TERRIBLY MAD. NO OFFENCE but I'm just saying what I really feel. I want to talk. I want to laugh. Though I forgotten how good it makes me. I miss being how I really am. I miss my friends oh so much. If you are reading this, I hope to those who are important to me see the real me. Good and bad. Trimas.

Prefect Camp 2009

from 2nd of October till the 4th of October the fellow prefects and I followed the witsful prefect camp at SMTG. Day and night we done lots and lots of things. To me, that experiance made me see who I was and how the School Prefect organisation was. Our Seniors were the best making our camp the BIG BANG! Thank you sooo much. It was a lot of fun.

Our camp started of Friday evening. We gathered at the canteen at 3.15 p.m. Our bags were checked and instuctions were giving to all of us. The first one was whenever the SIREN goes off, we have to find it and gather quickly. Our KP was dismissed and he turned it off someplace. Quickly all the juniors gahter their bags including me and ran towards that sound. What happened was, we all ran to the School Garage but going up the steps, I FELL. haha. But Husna helped me. thank you thank you :) We were sorted into groups. Into five groups randomly by number of class. I was in group 4 I guess. But in group 4 there were no boys. HAHA. Untill things were sorted; Syafiq and Fuad join the team. We named our group "AutobotZ". It's Aina's idea. Well... I can't remember afterwards but we had to make matching hats and we had to wear them all day long throughout our camp. Oh yea! Another rule is that We musn't talk to anyone else besides our own Prefects. It's a kind of dumb idea right? But we have to deal with it.

The first day of camp went on till night, "We had a camp fire." Yippee. The fire wood we collected are from the past activity we did by Squad. I love those times.

flashback...............

"Amin!!! Don't" I yelled.
"You'll hurt yourself!" Along said.
"AH! It's nothing. I just want to snap this branch in half." Amin
"Damn it. You'll break our leg." Me.
"You're being reckless." Wardah.
"Haih~" Farah.
"..... *snap*" Syafiq.
"What's Amin doing?!" Farhana.
"He's going to hurt his leg. Amin that branch is too big. LEAVE IT!" Me.
"........ *snap crack*" Aqramul, Fathinie, Syafiq continue searching wood.
"HUSH!" Amin yelled.

"Amin FREEZ!" KP.
Aimn just froze. Without any trouble, I quickly took the heavy large branch from Amins foot.
HAH! Now you don't need to brake it anymore. I don't need you injured because I won't cover your duties.

end of flashback....

And so, that night, a camp fire was set up. We gathered around to choose our junior leaders for this camp. All in all, we have Ku Zaihiruddin and Azyan as our Penghulu and Penghuluwati. Uh.. okay, we slept outside. It's called a camp right? So we slept out in the outdoors. urgh..! So unconfortable.

We were woken up at 3.00 a.m. as our seniors said and I still feel sleepy. We have another activity. I don't know what you call this activity but it testes our mental strength. I am afraid of dark places and whenever a myterious being approches me, I was shiverring but I didn't scream or anything. Just scared. I know it's real people but I wish I could slap them to shut them up! haha. Just like Farah Nabiha did. WOW She did ;)

Next day, we changed into new clothes and gathered at the open hall. When I want to go back to my dorm, it's hard. Ehsan 6 locked its doors of cause. If I wish to call them and open the door, it'd be quite impossible. Even if I BANG the doors, KICK it open with all my might, thinking how soundless they are assleep; I just can't do it. *lock opens itself* Aik? haha. I'm good opening the door. I'm magic. Anyway, the second day rained. So I thought, what are going to do in the rain? I mean, RAIN! Ahh! NOOOOOOO! I don't want to go out in the rain. But we had too. I dislike the rain oh soo much. But it was a must. Our next activity, we had a little adventure in our school drains. It's kinda like a river but since the rain is puring, I change my perseption about it. Damn! it's dirty. Ahh heck! Once in lifetime experiance, I'm willing to risk it. Even if I have a high fever afterwards. I swar, after that, with us soaking in dirt water, walking back to Ruai, I was immaginably pissed off. But thinking how we get to wash off first togther with clean rain water, IT WAS FUN :D yay! This was actually a time event. Who came in last will be fined. And, my group came in last. haha. The fine, we had covered with eggs and flour by our seniors. GAAH!

Another night at our camp spot. It was pretty laid back this time. We have a Cultural night. Every camp does one so don't we?! Our group is doing a MUSICAL. We're singing all kinds of song into one preformance. Shoot! I don't memorize all the lyrics. So I just hummed any parts I don't know the lines. But it was fun. We had barbeque and watched a spectacular night of the other teams preformances. They were all great! After that, we all comploted a special free preformance to our seniors. Dancing Xi Shua Shua and Gemuruh. BEST~~ FREEZ! Oh GOD. They're evil. Everytime we freez, there must be a senior to snap our pictures and change our poses to make us look just awfully weird. But... I would like to do the same thing to anyone! HAHA. I must see the photos they taken soon.

Like the first night of our camp, we wake up early. But this time, we slept at the School Mosque. Much comfortable. Yay! We were told spook stories about the school. Yes! Our school have lots of ghosts people. BEWARE. We were taken to the field and by groups, we were seperated throught the area. I was sooo exshausted and have no energy to go on. I feel like passing out this activity fearing with not much of a determination in myself, I could easily be spooked. But usually in these kind of things, I never ever been SPOOKED. Seriously! So I just might as well follow along. I hated it. I got bittened by a lot of mosqitoes. The KP and who? Alif ekk? pitied me and put me someplace else. It was lately Imsyar told me to retreat to join the others.

That morning, we have a senamrobic at 7.30 a.m. I didn't know it was 7.30 a.m. because usually we were told 7.00 a.m. I slept at the mosque after Subuh usually and woke up looking at my watch 7.10 a.m.! OMG damn I'm going to be punished. Heck! So I was unaware about a lot of things. I don't think I want to tell the rest. Well, I ate at the DM witht he others and finding out the senamrobic was at 7.30 a.m. OH GOD... damn. But there wasn't any senamrobic cause all the seniors seem to be missing. Only our PKP3 was present and she asked us to play a game. I was sleeeeeppppy~ Anyway, we played some games and it was fun. Over excited I found that Alex's astma didn't allowed him to play to extream. He was like that throughout the camp. I feel kind of awful seeing him that way. But he was okay.

The last day of our camp, we leaned up our campsite and even cooked some sauages. YUM YUM. I got dirt up my sleeve cleaning dust from the camp fire. Black dust all over me? Why didn't I just clean dishes? Because I'm elergic to washing soap! it's a fact. But we ate sausages after that. Together. So yea. It was worth the trouble. Then, we made ourselves to the Main Hall for our closing ceramony. Expecting teachers to arrive, it was cancelled. They didn't come and Syafiq~! Tak jadi nk kasi ucapan ekk? haha. It's okay. Everything ended so well.

I wish to tell you guys more cause I missed out on writting a lot of intreating part of our camp adventure. But to those students of SMTG who watched us, seen us, we had a hard long time through this camp. We were not tortured! NO! We learned so much. About being a family, teamwork, responsibity. I don't think we can ever bond this good until we gone through this camp. We were so different now I just feel like our hearts are now bonded toghether. So please. Whoever tries to tear us down, I swear, I won't let is pass that easily.

SMTG PRECFECT CAMP. the end =]

021009

On this faithful day, 2nd October 2009, last Friday, my dearest dorm-mate Nur Nazihah as I call her Naz, left Ehsan Villa. Woo! I really miss her. So it has been 1 week already from that day and it seems, I confess! I MISS YOU NAZ!!! We're sorry. Because you're too speacial, your image is always in our hearts of those left in Ehsan 6. No photos whatsoever but you are always remembered. Oh GOD. I miss your laugh and I want to speak to you more. It's okay, we still meet at school during our prefect duties right? Hehe :)

TRC Epilogue

WARNING: SPOILERS AHEAD. TO THOSE WHO DOESN'T READ THE TRC MANGA UNTIL THE END, IT IS ADVISED TO NOT READ THIS.

OMG! It is at the end already! *sobs sobs* Darn... It was sooo good too. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles a.k.a TRC is one of the best mangas I'm following. I've been stuck with Sakura and Syaoran for as long as I've remember Cardcaptor Sakura. As for TRC, when I first watched the series from episode 1, I was a bit confused and excited on what's going on? Who are these people? Why are things so messed up? As the Anime progressed, it explains the journey and objective Syaoran, Sakura and the others(Tsubasa geng) are trying to do. As lots of unexpected things happened up until season 2, I was surprised when the sequence jumped to Tsubasa Tokyo Revalations. It kind of reveals most of the truth about Fei Wong Read, Syaoran's real self though it keeps on getting more and more confusing. That's when I started reading the manga. Not from the start really, but from where Tsubasa Shunraiki started in the Nihon country. Tsubasa Shunraiki was extreamly good and the visuals are getting better as well the story. It reveals who Sakura really was and sadly; her soul was killed. Shunraiki didn't progress any further but as I read the manga further on, the TRC has entangled much of its storyline with xxxHolic. Watanuki Kimihiro, the main protonagis is a double Syaoran in his own dimension living with Yuuko; the dimentional witch. Drastic things come upon them as the end of TRC was near, everything seemed clear as who were Syaoran's parents, what Yuuko done before her death, what was Fei Wong Reed's aim and more questions related. To my view as a reader, they had a good ending at the last chapter but I thought it'd be better. So then came the Epilogue. It explains the lives of the main TRC characters and familiar characters related on how their lives progressed. If you read the epilogue, Sakura and Syaoran say their real names at last!

It was an EPIC!

MPP too much to say

MPP stands for Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar. ehem. ehem. What I was saying about: too much to say. Yes, I have soo much to say but since MPP came first to mind and it happened today, let's open this topic first. Here it goes! boom! crash...! errrkkss! dosh! TARAA~!!! Okayy, start!

Woot! The day has arrived. This day, no more yellow tag, no more white shirts, white hijabs, blue skirts.. ahhaa~! I'm officially a Prefect of SMTG. proud huh? NOT! but personally.. yea.. of cause. To others... NAAAH~ Seriously, prefects aren't glamorous in this school but trust me, we have our own dignity we stand up for. Ahh heck. merepek lagik!

This is the first time I actually got involved in these kind of events elected as a prefect. hmm... or maybe, I don't remember if I had. Nevermind. Put it behind us. This year, SMTG put up a great effort putting 5 school organisations together under 1 name. The MPP. haha. bangga laa weyh. Why? Not only this day is the days for the form 4 School Prefects, but it was also for the School Librarians(PSS), PEERS(PRS), School Cooperatatives and the School Access prefects. AHH~ Unite lah kami. dosh! SMTG power! haha. The day before, we had a rehersal. hmm... Expecting everything was going well... and uh... OMG! (I'll explain at the end.)

Today, the big day arrive, my dorm-mates and I woke up early. NYAHAHA! wehh~! E6 bangun awal ouh~!! haha. baru rase camne aku bangun awal2 hari2. What happen was, my dorm is made up of mostly PEERS so, the are onvolved too. As for me, I'm actually the only prefect so.. okay... The ONLY prefect of E6 before Naz moved out. So... feeling nervous, I get ready at quickly as usual like my everyday routine as a prefect getting ready before 7.00 a.m. We had to get to the Main Hall at 7.15 but knowing my dorm-mates... they are quite slow at getting ready for school. But we moved out of Villa Ehsan.. all together.. hmm.. E6 and E5 to the hall.

At the hall, more of the junior prefects were there. There were even the junior librarians.. the Access center prefects and the Cooperatative prefects. Looking ready to go? Everyone looked soo good in their uniforms.. Even one of my friends as the Librarian. Guess who? GOSH! He didn't tell me he was going to be a Librarian. Damn Arif! haha. Well, I never got the lastest report from him since we last talked which was... hmm last Wednesday? grr... Heck? So yea, that OMG earlier.. I was quite surprised that he became the School's damn librarian. Maybe I can check out books more often for a longer period of time. haha! I always read novels pretty slow.

Big day. Our Stage. Our time. Our shine. Prefects, Librarians, PEERS, Access prefects and Cooperatative prefects walk the red carpet. Not literary but lets say we had one. The prefects lined up at the center of the hall as the other organisations followed behind. When I was in that hall, I heard my seniors. YEAH! I HEARD YOU ALREADY! Datin~! Datin~! "Oit! Diam laa.. segan kowt!" haha. nk jew bising. But because I need to stay calm for the stake of the prefects, I stayed calm. huuuu.... And then, all the prefects were called and lined up on stage. It was CAPAP time! The other 4 Organisations lined up infront of the stage and we recited the IKRAR. hmm by our new Head Prefect... jeng jeng jeng! Aqramul~! lalalala~ We're from the same squad soo yea.. I'm rpoud of him. Congratz laa.. Also not forget Farah Nabiha(PKP 3), Wardah(B. Ketrampilan 2 Fathieha(B. Ukwah Islamiah 2) and Syafiq.(Akademik 1) Congratz on getting the posts guys. You have our support form Squad 4.

SQUAD 4 POWER. SQUAD 4 THE BEST. SQUAD 4 FOREVER!

After finishing the MPP session... It was the end. All 5 organisations exited the hall and Kak Aliani gave her last words to each and everyone of us. Thanks akak. You're the best, okay? Then it was photography session. SNAP SNAP! But it rained. The prefects couldn't take any pictures yet until the end of the asembly. haha. But we looked cool for sure. In the hall, as everyone was gone back to the school, we prefects took as many photos as we could. By squad, by groups, pairs? and personal..? hmm... But everything was great. Great FUN! I gotta get my hands on those photos ASAP.

Hard and long, before going back... yea... before going back to school, Kak Azra our senior Squad 4 Assistant Manager, something, gave her final words to us. Wow! Squad 4 really something special, right? No Squad done this much to their juniors. Kak Azra and Abang Alam are really nice! hmm... thanks seniors. Okay, to school: Some people might have known this, my class went out for an outing. To where?! To KLCC. At first I was confused weather I should moaned about this but I was surely positive it's a great idea NOT to be disappointed. "I can go to KLCC anytime laaa!" Besides the MPP is larger than that simple outing.

Since there were little time left for school, I've been asking, Fathieha, I've been asking Syafiq, I've been asking Alex, I've been asking Husna, I've even been asking Azura! "Can I Join your CLASS?" -despreatly! I don't want to sit in an empty class all by myself. It's annoyingly weird than joing another class showing intrest to study. So let's say that morning I was an exchange student for 4 Electrical 5. hahaha! They were a good class. I sorta' like the environment of the class and I get to talk to people that I could actually talk to confortably. Not like my original class. Heck? DUUH~

So well... that's about it. My long blabering is hurting my fingers typing. Might as well stop. haha! More writting to come. Like I said, I got too much to say. Until my next post. Bye :D