31st March

Last post for March.
I cannot reverse time, I don't wish to.
I haven't posted lately, too lazy.

And I'm scared.

Lots have happened in March for me.
My final exams for Asasi - Hey! I finished my Foundation!

I had a wonderful Dinner with my friends.

I said my farewells to my friends from UiTM.

What's next?

I applied for UPU already.
I'm going for TESL all the way, 

but TESL can only be applied for two slots only. :(

Other slots, please be nice to me.

I will wait patiently for the results.

I'll be flying to the UK soon.

Dear GOD, I'm not ready, but I want this.

Please keep me safe.

I'll enjoy my temporary holiday as much as I can.

Get me back home in time for MEDSI please.

All have been told, what else?

Boyfriend, Oh! Boyfriend. Why can't you hear me?

I get so jelly if you can't come to Malaysia soon.

Singapore, Bangkok, Jakarta... Where else?

I miss you. And I want to see you.

Hurry up and come to where I am.

That is all, thank you March.

Mixed Up

Urghh... I was being too emotional returning to Mawar. Me and my unstable mind. That's what happened - the after effect of my first paper, College Reading 2 ended today and that's only one paper for me. Another  5 to go and I have the Listening & Speaking 2 paper tomorrow. I hope I've study enough. I need to remind myself to get enough sleep because TESL papers can be tough to handle within 2 hours especially for my paper tomorrow. Nobody will dare to sleep in this paper, EVER!

I returned to Mawar, tired, restless... And was given a shock. Let's cut that part out about the shocking news because that shock got me emotional and drained all my positive mood out. But I'm OK now. ^__^

After that, I opened my Yahoo! mail today and received another shocking news. Which made me happy! I guess I won't explain much. I'll show a screen-shot myself.

Hope this will explain much. (^0^)v

Jo Twins?

Sorry that I recently like to post about Boyfriend lately. Excuse me for being a Bestfriend (Boyfriend fan). You see, I have quite a sufficient amount of time to be writing my next chapter for my fanfiction Boyfriend Coffee Shop at Asianfanfics.com but I haven't start writing a thing after that long pause in the middle. I was like, "WHY AM NOT WRITING?! ADJLFKJDADKEJDHQJTSX?!!" I'm not in lost of ideas but I have been playing quite a number of scenes that could possibly fit into the story line to make progress of the plot. So... Why am I not writing? Lazy? Perhaps...! You see, my next chapter will be focusing on the Jo Twins, Youngmin and Kwangmin. These twins.

left: Kwangmin ; right: Youngmin

Boyfriend's visuals of the group and probably the most biased members. In a matter of fact, they are. Hurrah! Hurrah! But not my top biased, in a matter of fact as well. So maybe that's why I'm not in a mood of writing the next chapter. Grr... These two pretty boys capture the hearts of most Kpop fans and most probably the reason Bestfriends love Boyfriend. Unlikely me, I don't prefer them the most. My biased member is Hyunseong, the main vocalist.

In my fanfic, I hope to write the next chapter in objective to fill in the gap where the twins could actually appear as the main characters in the fanfic for once with the original character I made. Because I wrote the fanfic Hyunseong-centered, I want to give each Boyfriend member an equal chance appearing as the main. But where it comes to my next chapter, I feel burdened.

"I'm writing about the two most beautiful boys in Boyfriend for Earth's sake!"

I don't despise them, NO! I'm a loyal Bestfriend and I love them all but yea.. to be honest, I don't favour the Jo twins as much as the other fans out there saying, "Oooh! Youngmin's so beautiful! Cute! Cute! Cutee!!" "Kwangmin oppa is so handsome! I want him to be mine!!!" (My personal reaction: Heck?)

May be because I'm not in a mindset of a 16 year old and younger... I still need to debate whether fans my age fangirl over them as well. Mollayo... Because, these twins are 2 years younger than me so I have a hard time actually falling in love with them. They are just too pure and innocent. I don't see them as my Boyfriends but rather like younger brothers.

In conclusion, this post is actually is my alter ego defining the Jo twins. Oh I always wanted to shrug this of my chest for once. Maybe it would help me a little so I can continue writing that chapter of mine. I hope when it's done, it won't disappoint my readers. OK, that's all for now. Annyeong.

Rainy March

It's not too late to say Welcome to March, is it now?

Today is the last day of lecture. *sighs* I'm not gonna have lectures in a while now.

March has passed two days now... Yesterday, quite a number of people from Asasi TESL did a flash mob of Micheal Jakson's 'Beat It'. It was one of my good friend's idea and we all are accomplices to it. Hehehe~ Why not, it's an awesome idea to have fun for our final days of Asasi. It will make a good memory. We did it in our TESL Square during lunch hours and did we made an earthquake out of it? We disturbed the peace of the studious students and busy lecturers until we got scolded. Okay... Not doing that again... Well... Hell yeah we are! Will keep that in mind...

Today, the real last day of lecture, handing in of assignments, yada yada yada! Woa... Then... Uh... Tests... Then uhh.... Is it me, or everybody else is also feeling that we're going to miss this moment? Cause I think I want to remember this place... This bond between 111 students of Asasi TESL students of Shah Alam. I hope I got the number right. If it's wrong, my bad then...

I'm gonna' miss this for sure. This is taken recently but this is the first view I vividly remember when I first set foot at UiTM, Section 17's campus during my Asasi TESL's interview. Memories...