I hope you read this soon.
I will be missing you. I already have. I heard what you had done at school and you will be moving away. You will no longer be a SMTG student huh? Is that what you want? Sometimes you said that's true but that's a long time ago. What about now? It has been some time we've haven't talked so I am writting this to you. For you. It seems blogs is the only possible way I can think of to communicate with YOU. I remember how I have taken notice of you for the first time and how it ends to be the last time we ever shall connect to each other. I wish it had not been this way. You forgot how we met, right? You asked if I have a blog. You wanted to make a Blog Community one evening. Does that spark your memory? I quickly became fonded of you for the silly pranks you pull off on me. How you used to kid around with your best friend. You remembered to smile when I saw you at school. I waved back. I didn't care what others think of us. A scandal? A couple? NO! We didn't care!
Lots have happened to you. You failed. I failed. You got mad at me. I got mad at myself. We never talked to each other again. Apparently, I got sick of my failures. Honestly, I wanted to be like you. Smart & bold. But I was the weak one. I tried to forget you because you were my pain. But that pain reminded me you were real to me. Real enough to keep me on going. So I tried to find my own strength. The real one this time. THANK GOD, with GOD'S will, I found new friends to rely on and slowly, the pain I sought to keep hanging on, healed.
HEY YOU! You were once my friend, a friend so complicated to understand but I was happy. You show humor only I can enjoy. You have an expression no one can copy, that stands out from others. Your words are poisonous but if only no one knows the real you. Let it be only you, the special one go leaving us all. Goodbye.
"Kalau ditentukan takdir kita berjumpa lagi dengan dia, TUHAN akan temukan kami semula. Jangan bersedih lagi." -random friend on YM.
I will be missing you. I already have. I heard what you had done at school and you will be moving away. You will no longer be a SMTG student huh? Is that what you want? Sometimes you said that's true but that's a long time ago. What about now? It has been some time we've haven't talked so I am writting this to you. For you. It seems blogs is the only possible way I can think of to communicate with YOU. I remember how I have taken notice of you for the first time and how it ends to be the last time we ever shall connect to each other. I wish it had not been this way. You forgot how we met, right? You asked if I have a blog. You wanted to make a Blog Community one evening. Does that spark your memory? I quickly became fonded of you for the silly pranks you pull off on me. How you used to kid around with your best friend. You remembered to smile when I saw you at school. I waved back. I didn't care what others think of us. A scandal? A couple? NO! We didn't care!
Lots have happened to you. You failed. I failed. You got mad at me. I got mad at myself. We never talked to each other again. Apparently, I got sick of my failures. Honestly, I wanted to be like you. Smart & bold. But I was the weak one. I tried to forget you because you were my pain. But that pain reminded me you were real to me. Real enough to keep me on going. So I tried to find my own strength. The real one this time. THANK GOD, with GOD'S will, I found new friends to rely on and slowly, the pain I sought to keep hanging on, healed.
HEY YOU! You were once my friend, a friend so complicated to understand but I was happy. You show humor only I can enjoy. You have an expression no one can copy, that stands out from others. Your words are poisonous but if only no one knows the real you. Let it be only you, the special one go leaving us all. Goodbye.
"Kalau ditentukan takdir kita berjumpa lagi dengan dia, TUHAN akan temukan kami semula. Jangan bersedih lagi." -random friend on YM.
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