hey ho!

I feel like going home!

Mak!!! nak kuar gi jln2 kt KLCC leh tk?
daa bosan dok asrama!

hi there!

Today was fuss. I admit. Without my desk mate, I feel different. But I manage to live at school today. Currently, I'm almost done with this problem I'm having. Thank GOD. hmm. I just want to update this week of acitivies though it's not much.

Starting this week, we have this Recycling Campaign by Silver Bird & Hi5. You know! Hi5 bread! Last Monday, everyone was given a loaf of bread for FREE! So whole day long we were eating bread, bread, bread! We only recycle those leftover plastics and which class collects the most wins a prize. bla. bla bla.

Hey, wanna know what? a school teacher of mine, the Senior Assistant of Management, Tn. Hj Jasni is moving. He won't be around starting next week. So, this Friday(tomorrow) is his last day in SMTG. The school is busy. Students and teachers alike are practicing and preparing for a their own performance for his leaving ceremony. I was just from the Main Hall, before I came here to the Access Center, helping my fellow prefects and PEERS decorating it. It was fun. :)

All in all, we are all helping out. I'm kinda' excited for tomorrow then. Bye.

Debate?

Before I forget, I'm one of the selectively chosen school debaters. Surprisingly. Why do I feel I don't feel cut out for this task? Why do I stubbornly chose to enter this competition? Simple, I want to try everything! That's the kinda' person I am. Right...

Wish me luck. This time for real, bye.

Only GOD knows

He knows that there is a meaning through everything.

He knows everyone's worth.

So let me say ONLY this.

I am imperfect indeed.

Alhamdullilah.

I shall return to the hostels now. C'ya in another 2 weeks, I hope?

oh! naddie

Hey Naddie! I wanted to show something after so long not hearing from you. This is a sample from his doings throughout the past 3 months now in school. FYI, dia dah aktif dah... bangga2. haha.

Last year, he can be so quiet. He likes doing things by himself and doesn't show his talents very often. But it is a surprise how much he has improved over these months.

He joined the Scout marching squad for the school's Annual Sports day. I was excited myself to see him in a scouts uniform. It's kinda like a first and last look of him dressing up like this. AWW...

Besides this, he always reads the Al-Mathurat before marghrib. khusyuk bhai! There was one night he gave a short tazkirah at front of the surau. That utterly suprised me. That's one side of him that's different for me. Though I'm proud for him because he has showed many great changes and improvements. I'm sure, he'll be a much better person than before.

p/s: He said he misses you NADDIE.

a friend in trouble

I have a friend I care for so much. She's really angry, depressed because she got into a fight with her classmates. All I can do is to hear her problems as I sat beside her on her bed while everyone else is busy. She admitts, she accepts everyone else's opinion of her changes; it's okay for me too. Everyone changes. But it's better to learn from those changes which can mature us. SO, "my dear friend in trouble". I hope you'll cheer up. I'm sad myself because you are sad. I'm troubled when you are troubled. Let's work things out together and make things right again.

NO? Then let's try to get better another way. Ngee. :-)

junior kuh!

Hehe. Wanna know something? No? Don't read. Nyihh.

Before the exams, there are a few juniors of mine gave me their names because they are intrested to become a school prefect. I was secretly happy inside. I became even more happy when I found out there were many more of them gave their names. Ammounting them all up in one sheet of paper, there are 23 juniors written their names to become school prefects. WOW.

Heh. Oh JUNIORS kuh. Goodluck okei? It's going to be a tough road ahead if you're not ready or serious about being a prefect. But if you all stick together, I believe all of you will be just fine.

SMTG Annual Sports Day

Yea. My second annual sports day at SMTG. Lepas nie tkde daa! Enjoy.

Like last year, I joined the Marching parade for the scouts. I don't join any races or field sports in any matter. My ability for sports is DEAD LOW! So, through this marching event, there is something I can contribute. At SMTG, everyone needs to contribute something to this event. Even from a single point for your House team to decorating the House tent to the racing event and so on. Everyone is involved in the making. Congratulations to all.

So, everything turned out to be an exciting event. The Sports day started with the Marching Ceramony at 8.20 a.m. I think. As for me and the Scouts, we were nervous cause were kinda short of a lot of things. Most of the squad were senior members and new people learning Marching like Aneh! hehe. He looks soo cool waering the Scouts uniform. First time kewt! Lots of my friends enter marching for the first time like Syahir, Haziq, Baqyah and ect. I was excited. It all went well. I didn't feel tired or feeling wanted to faint or anything but one of the PBSM did. But what I heard, he just pretended to faint. Aiyaa~

After that, there were some announcements about who won the field sports and so on. Oh right!There was a preformance from the school's rugby team and a preformance from the Seni Silat Gayong club. I didn't see much but I heard it became a great entertaiment for all. There was a House tent spot check to see which House decorated the best. Da decorate cantek2, kne hadiah utk yg terlawa right? Hehe, I was just standing by the Green house seeing what will happen. I saw Aqrammul and two others running past me to the Green House. As a greeting, the do a short preformance of silat in the tent. HAHA. NICEE SHOW. I just adore the big green bird inside tent though. That OUR maskot. The RED maskot is Hang Tuah. The BLUE maskot is a Samurai and the YELLOW maskot is a Sunflower.

Hee, overall, I just enjoy being among the audience watching the races participated by my friends and many more SMTG-ians. I cheered you all on maa. Espcially my GREEN HOUSE winners. Visit my Youtube channel to watch the 100 meter races and the Tug-a-war (tarik tali) competitions. It was awsome. It's sure guarantee. =)

The Tug-a-war competition was the last event for the Sports day. Everyone gathered at the field for the prize giving ceramony plus the closing ceramony. It was hot and tiring for all of us. Bersabar jee. There is this annoying part of the crowd that makes me wonder. When did the GREEN and YELLOW house start bonding? How come the BLUE house was admitted defeat? Is it because the were dead last after all those years as champions? Nyihh~ Anyway, as they all speak and were excited for, the GREEN house are this year's champions second time in a row. Followed by the YELLOW house, RED house and BLUE house.

I just was to say congratulations to all. Chow.

eating a lot!

First thing's first. Welcome back to all SMTG-ians who live in the hostels. The last 2 weeks was like a roller-coster ride right? Haha! The first with Sports; all the running and jumping and cheering surely take us out. The next thing happen was the exams. Mak aih!!! With a surprise, all those tops students (top 40) gets to go to Genting Highlands for a motivation stay there 2 days and 1 night. I want to go sooo badly. But I'm not a top-scorer myself. ;-( But, the teacher gave us hope, if more of us get good grades in this March test. Yippee!

Anyway, any how. During my 2 weeks in the hostel, lots of things happened. I just so happens I end up in a big depression. Don't believe me? I'm not forcing you cause I was smiling the whole time as a cover up. What has happened to me???

I felt crushed. Then, I was always crying at nights in bed or in my friends' arms cause I keep on remembering how harsh reality is. My body sensed a great fear and that just keeps me moving to keep on praying to GOD. The need for CALMITY, RELAXATION and CONFIDENCE to show myself again is asked for greatly.

And I was always eating. It's some kinda' automatic habit of mine to keep on eating when I am sad. When I'm sad, I eat eat eat. So I can swallow my depression down to my stomach. Does it work? Ask my pocket money. I've been spending my money buying dadih at my block every night during night prep and before sleep. Nyihh! Pokai maa.. Okay, that's all.