Sunday, November 21, 2010

Saturday, November 20, 2010

He Said...

He said, next year it's going to be another person...

He said, if we ever met on that last day of school, the world would stop..

He said, not now... Just for a little while longer..

Let's be together for just a little while longer..

The signs of our little relationship is coming to an end. But it is not out of hate but out of sacrifice for the both of us. We want happiness for the both of us that's why we need to seperate. Knowing this, I didn't cry. Deep down, we still feel for each other. Maybe. But as I shall step into adultary, it's over, right Sazmi Suboh? Let's be fair and take our own ways. SPM is coming up and you are still on my mind. It's frustrating having to fill apart of my mind with you in it. But I still love you.

Thanks for the memories. 1437.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Prayers

We had a hajat prayer at Surau Al-Hidayah last night. The objective was to bring your parents to this event to collect our Trial results and pray together that evening. Since my family is not in Malaysia currently, I was a bit depressed.

I knew they weren't coming, I'm pretty much sad about it. So I lumped myself to my bed groaning about it last week so I get over it fast enough so I won't cry for missing my family; when they miss my school event. Well, everything went well. I was so nervous when I started thinking on how to get home when I see Amir; my neighbour, no where to be seen. Damn. And then, POOF! He arrived.

I was like, "Where were you! Don't do this to me ever! It makes me nervous not sure where to go!" So I was so shouting crap to him because I was so scared I was never getting a ride home. But it all worked out. Amir's parents brought me to dinner, actually paid it off too, and sent me home. They even offered me to stay at their place but I refused.

That's my story. So yea, I'm actually home alone untill tomorrow evening. Come home, already!